Anyways, I've been trying to figure out my aversion to dating apps and active dating, despite knowing I think ultimately I would like to have a steady and long term partner. Now or later in life.
Sometimes I feel rushed to find someone. I feel late. I feel like the world is ending lol.
Sometimes I feel rushed to find someone. I feel late. I feel like the world is ending lol.
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But ultimately, I'm not willing to just dating *someone* just to be dating someone.
When I find someone I want, I'm never worried "what if there's someone better" bc I am focused on that connection.
So I think maybe I just find it a waste of my time, and a risk to my physical and psychological safety.
The time I could spend dating new people, I rather spend on my own enrichment? Is that it? Idk lol 🤷🏻♀️