sorry this isn't my usual Happy queer art, I got issues, especially problems that stemmed from my childhood that affect me as a person to this day. when your brain is different from everyone's and you are slower to process information, it hurts how others treat you. - ThreadSky

w0lfertinger666.bsky.social • 4 days ago

sorry this isn't my usual Happy queer art, I got issues, especially problems that stemmed from my childhood that affect me as a person to this day. when your brain is different from everyone's and you are slower to process information, it hurts how others treat you.

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starbyter.bsky.social•4 days ago

Being yelled at for "being difficult on purpose" and like everything was an active choice I was participating in, instead of the reality of being a disabled ND child, really was fuckin something

w0lfertinger666.bsky.social•4 days ago

esp your family, my mother often got frustrated with my ass and was physically and verbally a tyrant towards me. i didn't understand and I lived in absolute fear that contributes to my severe anxiety disorder and depression.

I'm healing, i have PTSD over this. it's getting better but it's hard.

w0lfertinger666.bsky.social•4 days ago

i still live with my mother who has done this to me so it's mentally draining considering the fact that moving away gets slimmer and slimmer. I'm trying my best to keep my mental integrity but it really is fucking hard when you're in an environment with a person who abused you.

I'll live!

wincofemboy.bsky.social•4 days ago

:( ❤️❤️

rosie.tgirl.gay•4 days ago

I want to send you my strength as someone who experiences similar symptoms due to similar abuse and in a similar situation even though a lot of the specifics are different. I'm glad you've been able to heal and hope things continue to get better for you. 🩷🫂

jcbadger.bsky.social•4 days ago

You deserve better, for sure. 🫂

pybuki.bsky.social•4 days ago

Even if it's not what you usually post, thank you for sharing this. I'm in a similar situation, so I get it.

I'm sorry you still have to live with your abuser. It's hard, but I hope you're able to find some respite, and are hopefully presented with an opportunity to get out of there somehow.

pybuki.bsky.social•4 days ago

Take care.

kaibamanxero.bsky.social•3 days ago

I've definitely been there before.

I'm really sorry you had to go through that.

zauldragon.bsky.social•4 days ago

I wish you all the best I’m sorry you still have to deal with her…

megaspel.bsky.social•4 days ago

I think when it goes on for a long time it's usually 'complex ptsd' or 'cptsd'. When you're in a better environment, I found EMDR was really helpful in unpacking a lot of that and unlearning some conditioned behaviours, which is always WIP. Internal Family Systems and DBT are supposed to be good too

megaspel.bsky.social•4 days ago

The important thing is to have a safe supportive space somewhere, anywhere, with friends you can trust to look out for you
If anything really bad suddenly happens, Tetris has shown to have EMDR like effects and can reduce long term PTSD symptoms when played after witnessing something traumatic afaik

baconpanties.bsky.social•4 days ago

Same, I feel weird now that I'm away from my abusers- strangers treat me with more patience than they did. It feels like it's all fake or like it's all suddenly going to go wrong.

One day we'll both be free of this though. You're fucking tough to be able to make it through all that.

gothicclily.bsky.social•4 days ago

Hey, I'm sorry to just show up in ur mentions (been a fan of ur art for a while) and I wanted to say it *does* get better. I was in a really similar situation and it led to my entire life. eing lived in anxiety. I'm glad ur in the unpacking stage and while it SUCKS i promise the healing will come <3

greywolfie.bsky.social•4 days ago

This is what happened to me when I was a kid and it is still happening to me today....

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