my mental health has been going down hill over the past couple of days. abandonment (perceived or real) is so rough esp w someone you thought would be your best friend forever...
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it turns out she possibly never saw me as that to begin with. just meant "bestie" in the gen z way. and that hurts. I've never had a best friend before and it's hard for me to take things non-literally.
Life brings twists and turns for everyone. It's possible she has gone down a side road unintentionally, or just simply got lost. It's no reflection on you at all. 🥰
thank you 💓 it's really hard not to internalise these things! I always end up blaming myself. lost is maybe right, she's created a list of people she values the most in her life and I'm not there...sometimes you can be the most emotionally available person and it doesn't matter I suppose
thank you, I really hope it does get easier. my mental health got *so* much worse because of this. I do measure my importance based on what others think and I know that needs to change, I just wish it would overnight :(
thanks...I think it'll take a while before I do, if I do. it's affected me a lot, seeing her dedicate new years posts to the *actual* important people in her life when I used to think I was one of them.
the only reason distance could've possibly come between us was bc I had to quit twt for my mental health and she was on there. but then we started to talk on insta instead so I thought everything was fine. I guess not.
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