3. early 2000's jeans:
when i was younger my jeans were always a size 10+ until i finally LOCKED IN so i am happy that i am down to a size 6. but the thing is a size 6 today would be a 12 so mentally with this knowlege i am actually a huge 🐮
when i was younger my jeans were always a size 10+ until i finally LOCKED IN so i am happy that i am down to a size 6. but the thing is a size 6 today would be a 12 so mentally with this knowlege i am actually a huge 🐮
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i have never had a truly healthy relationship with food and i doubt i ever will. my parents always made fun of me for eating and my siblings always called me fat and i never dreamed of being anything. so seeing a plate thats way too full kills my appetite. double edged sword..?
i tried not to look in the mirror when i was recovering just because "oh my weight shouldn't effect me i am getting healthy" and eventually i was pinching my sides and they were way too big for my liking when i would look in the mirror. i hate seeing how my body jiggles i hate it.