If I vague post enough perhaps they will see it and I won’t have to be brave enough to actually start a conversation. I’m so sorry. I want us to talk again. I don’t think we ever stopped being friends but I’m just hurting and I know it’s all my fault but I wish we could go back
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I just need to know where you are at
I just need to know if you are ready to try again before I let my heart open to heartbreak again
I do still care very much about you and I miss you so much
That’s fine
I’ll still keep waiting
There’s a lot of good in you Ruth
And yes it hurts
But I won’t stop believing in you
I miss your creativity
I don’t know where you are to agree or disagree because you haven’t told me anything
I’m not trying to ask you to be shouting from rooftops about these things or anything extreme
Just that being yourself and being human is okay
I do really care for you
Please don’t forget that
I really don’t expect perfection
Just that you extend grace and kindness to yourself and others even if they don’t live up to unrealistic expectations
I hope I’m not being to harsh or blunt
I just want honesty