You're so real for that, I cracked so late basically all of my friends were boys growing up and I really feel that. I'm glad I've got this one great girlie I'm good friends with now though :)
Same girl. I feel like one of the biggest lie my mother ever told me was that I would feel better with male friends. Na, too many men will laugh and make fun of you as a joke, and when you try to open up with your real emotions, they will drop you like a hot shack of shit.
When ever I needed someone to be opine and honest with, to be myself for one nanosecond in this fucked world, it was always the woman in my life I turned to and felt safe around. I have meant many amazing men in my life, but I just never felt like I could connect to them on the same level of woman.
I relate pretty to this, tho a little different. Growing up in a conservative family made me pretty misogynistic. I didn’t have many girl-friends, and little opportunities for existing apart from the expectations and restrictions of my role in life.
Oh I’ve gotten much better. I’ve done a lot of work to improve myself. And I’m so much happier now. I still don’t have that many friends cuz I’m shy lol. But I I have ppl I feel safe with.
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