So then I have to be the best at making movies! And I feel a lot of pride in my clips right now, but I’ve got this little ambitious worm in my brain telling me to go bigger, to direct, to produce… but that all takes a lot of capital
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It’s like I put all this energy into one area and then turn around and something else is now behind and I’m constantly playing catch up because making money as a content creator demands CONSTANT PRESENCE
Im actually quite happy with what I have & I don’t need more. But I have all these voices telling me I’m leaving so much on the table, that I’m wasting my resources, that I could be more, do more, & those voices mix with ones that were there my entire life & suddenly it’s not good enough anymore
Honestly? Those “chatbots” and/or randoms doing that part of it is convenient/better monetarily, but overall cheapens the experience. I would rather speak with you vs “you,” on there. If I want to talk to a chatbot, there are other cheaper ways to do it and one can still pretend it’s whomever.
The whole reason I do this job is because I didn’t want to put so much pressure on myself. And I really don’t want to sound ungrateful, because I am tremendously grateful for what I have!! But when my mental space is low and the insecurities creep in it’s hard not to compare myself to other people
Anyway… I just have been thinking about this stuff a lot lately and I want to get it off my chest. And I’ll practice some gratitude because I think it helps a lot.
So thank you, my bsky followers, for being so kind to me, and for making me feel safe to post about stuff like this in general.
I really do have a lot of fans and supporters who show up no matter where my head is and your support is actually enough. ❤️ That’s not something a lot of people have, and I’m really, really thankful for it.
You need to be happy for you, not to please others.
Like after your reduction you had those who didn't like it, so leave then. If people don't like you then it's their loss.
You can't please everyone, just as long as you're happy is what matters.
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But no, I’ve been so busy with shoots this week I just couldn’t keep up with my account, and I lost a bunch of subscribers as a result
So thank you, my bsky followers, for being so kind to me, and for making me feel safe to post about stuff like this in general.
Like after your reduction you had those who didn't like it, so leave then. If people don't like you then it's their loss.
You can't please everyone, just as long as you're happy is what matters.