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flagged4content.bsky.social • 53 days ago

I really don't know what to do. The obvious answer is just "keep doing what you've been doing and push through it" but I don't know how much of that I can realistically do.

On the one hand,

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flagged4content.bsky.social•53 days ago

, it seems obvious that I should keep going (and—if anything—GO HARDER) in this era because people "need it"

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flagged4content.bsky.social•53 days ago

but what's missed a lot of the time is that *I* have a hard time going on with it too, not just because of my admitted personal shortcomings but also because I just don't understand how to be happy in a world like this.

Just keep publishing like everything is normal?

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flagged4content.bsky.social•53 days ago

...so like, I'm trying. But I've also been sitting here in the edit bay for 30 minutes doing literally anything but editing bc the only thing that occupy my mind are how absolutely fucked the world is, and it makes me think my art doesn't matter

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flagged4content.bsky.social•53 days ago

...when I know that to a lot of people, most of whom I don't even know, it does. And I've been derelict in my duties of putting out this show and I realize that. But I just... *can't* sometimes and that makes me feel worse than anything else. Literally anything else.

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flagged4content.bsky.social•53 days ago

...because I know people depend on the show (cheesy as that sounds) and maybe I'm one of those people. I've just lost the ability to like, give a fuck but I'm trying SO, SO HARD to find it again. I promise. Especially for the Patrons but I understand if you need to jump ship 😆 I do. I'm trying.

kotaotan.bsky.social•53 days ago

I feel ya bud. I'm using my show as a way to try and keep going, but I have two other people to keep me on task.

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