I know that I've been using my page as a bit of a vent for like a month now but I had no idea just how much I needed to get off of my chest. I have been having mental breakdown after mental breakdown thinking that my life is ending because I genuinely can't tell anymore. - ThreadSky

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pinkbaodwagon.bsky.social • 21 days ago

I know that I've been using my page as a bit of a vent for like a month now but I had no idea just how much I needed to get off of my chest.

I have been having mental breakdown after mental breakdown thinking that my life is ending because I genuinely can't tell anymore.

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pinkbaodwagon.bsky.social•21 days ago

I'm being told that my brain is powerful enough to manifest these debilitating pains, to convince me that the pain in my chest isn't anxiety but something that could truly end me.
And all the while I have to sit here and try to maintain calm while my mind screams at me that this is the end.

pinkbaodwagon.bsky.social•21 days ago

I am in so much pain. I am in agony. But it doesn't feel like I have the right to bear it. It feels like what I'm dealing with isn't valid. My pain must be nowhere near what everyone else deals with. Their pain is real and mine is fake.

pinkbaodwagon.bsky.social•21 days ago

I can't even enjoy watching a silly little TV show, or a fun little youtube video because the second something decides to spike my anxiety it's like daggers in my chest, my neck, my back, my head. It's debilitating. It's draining me of all my joy.

pinkbaodwagon.bsky.social•21 days ago

I haven't been able to see my friends in weeks because everything is a trigger. My FBT is a trigger, playing Terrors of Nowhere is a trigger, steeping out the back door of my house is a trigger. Who the fuck programmed my brain because I want to have a word with them

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