Normally I try to keep my emotions off main but today I’m a little unwell and need to trauma dump a little… A year ago I started trying to finally reach out into what I thought would be a new journey for myself, one that might actually stick and stay a while. - ThreadSky

chubbabubs.bsky.social • 106 days ago

Normally I try to keep my emotions off main but today I’m a little unwell and need to trauma dump a little…

A year ago I started trying to finally reach out into what I thought would be a new journey for myself, one that might actually stick and stay a while.

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chubbabubs.bsky.social•106 days ago

Over the last year I’ve lost meaningful friendships due to my own stupidity, was removed from my prior management without notice, lost a relationship, lost my grandfather, my physical and mental health has been spiraling, and my streams have not been felt the same.

chubbabubs.bsky.social•106 days ago

I’m trying to find the right path to walk down, but I’m having a really hard time finding the strength to be normal about it.

I feel so lost in not only this community and career, but this world. Nothing seems to stick, no matter how hard I try.

chubbabubs.bsky.social•106 days ago

Having to move home feels like a setback, even when I know it isn’t.

People can sit and tell me how privileged I am to be able to have it as an option, but it doesn’t take away the pain I’m feeling after being so incredibly proud I was able to move out in the first place.

chubbabubs.bsky.social•106 days ago

I miss how I felt about this career a year or two ago, but so much has been emotionally torn from me in this space.

I just want to feel good again.

yamisama.bsky.social•106 days ago

I send you a virtual hug full of love. May negative thoughts fade and find the strength to overcome adversity. I wish you a life full of serenity, understanding and love.

semageon.bsky.social•106 days ago

It feels awful to have to make the choice to move back home when you don't want to. I nearly had to make the same decision last year after 2 years on my own; having to admit you need help really sucks.

I hope you'll be able to live independently again soon. This shit is so hard 🫂

mspeachykeen.bsky.social•105 days ago

Sending all the love and support chubs <3 you will get back there again hun- im sorry you've been going through this hun

agentcrimzon.vtubers.social•106 days ago

Honestly, aside from the management thing, I was in your same shoes a few years ago. Word for word. All I can say is to keep looking forward. I'll be rooting for you, and I send you all the love I've got.

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