SPIRALLING LIKE I'VE NEVER SPIRALLED BEFORE RN LIKE MY EXPECTATIONS WERE SOMEWHAT LOWERED AND NOW THEY HAVE BURST THROUGH THE ROOF I CANNOT WAIT 4 MORE DAYS I NEED IT NOW I'M DYING, THROWING UP, SCREAMING, CRYING, BEGGING PLEASE HELP I CANT KEEP DOING THIS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭