This is genuinely my snapping point. I don’t want to live anymore. Nothing I do fucking matters cause I’m just a god damn failure to so many people. Hell I can’t even cry in front of my own damn family without being yelled at and being called weak.
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Last I fucking checked I had a better gpa and college pick than all of you sorry asses so don’t even start to compare me when you know I’m not even a full fledged fucking adult yet. Great fucking parenting, great fucking friends, great fucking life. Fuck all of you. Sorry and good fucking night.
I'm sorry that this is happening to you Twee. I hope things get better soon and know that you got people backing you up who believe and know you can do it. Take care of yourself and please stay safe. 🦦
Last I checked it’s not fucking normal for for a 17 year old to have 3 fucking jobs, be great at school, have a lot of friends, be mentally stable, apply to 15 different colleges, manage a farm and have wrinkles and half of his hair gray from stress. Why the fuck am I here? So you can brag about it?
I’ve had fucking enough. I just want to go to college, start new, but I can’t fucking do that if you keep fucking insulting the shit outta me and making me unmotivated to even grow up in the first place. How the fuck do you expect me to do some shit that 30 year olds don’t even do when I’m 16????
And yeah, of course having three fucking jobs outside of being above average for school doesn’t matter, I just need to toughen up. Lot of shit talk for someone who has a fucking gun in their bedroom desk ready to fire a fucking round in my god damn temple. None of that shit matters cause it’s me.
I can’t enjoy my fucking life? I can’t enjoy the one last year of not being an adult to myself peacefully? Well FUCK YOU. I’ve tried my god damn hardest for the past 17 years all for it to mean nothing so I can just become another source of income while you keeping throwing shit at me.
And no I can’t defend myself because I don’t know my fucking place in the world. Not here, not to my parents, not to my friends, not to my teachers, nobody, cause I’m just a lazy piece of shit that shouldn’t be alive if I wasn’t “smart”. But what the fuck is stopping me from ending it all?
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