same
+ for me, one very shameful thing is (in general) that it seems like i'm not even trying
like my executive function
i don't even know how to excuse myself anymore
yes this but also like the executive function
i don't know if i am evading healing or if i'm really explaining my situation the best way possible because i ACTUALLY can't do things differently
maybe i'm untreatable
like i'm stuck
i can't do things they recommend me
mostly because i think they
wouldn't work or because i know they wouldn't work but maybe they would work but i think many of them would just make it worse anyways i'm stuck i don't know what to do, i can't do anything and i can't even explain it
at this point i am just ashamed & guilty 100% of the time while also not executive functioning at all while also telling myself that i know what's best for me and that i shouldn't be hard on myself and i just feel like i don't even know myself what's going on
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+ for me, one very shameful thing is (in general) that it seems like i'm not even trying
like my executive function
i don't even know how to excuse myself anymore
i don't know if i am evading healing or if i'm really explaining my situation the best way possible because i ACTUALLY can't do things differently
maybe i'm untreatable
like i'm stuck
i can't do things they recommend me
mostly because i think they