Im so fucking tired on a soul level. Im ready to never see the light of day again. Great abyss take me and let me rest for an eternity. Everything is an uphill battle, and im weary. I can't keep going like this.... #depression #discouraged #blacksky
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Thats the only thing i can tell myself. Cause reality is not kind nor helpful in anyway. Im just tired of this game. I feel like were always the losers
We're the losers because the game was never meant for us to play or win. It's like we're always affected by other winners and losers regardless if it's good or bad.
Disclaimer: *fForgive me I am long winded*
I am not an professional, please do at your own risk. I am not responsible for any outcomes. I'm just an concerned stranger whom have experienced extreme darkness multiple times in my life cycle....
Take some time sit with yourself...go within. Write down on paper what comes to you raw - freely,without judgment, structure, logic. Let your shadow express itself freely. You have to get real vulnerable with yourself. That means going through the emotions. After some time...read it.
That from your soul will reveal what you need to nourish, what you need to let go. Your purpose does not end with you being consumed by darkness and letting it take you away. That hurt is your spirit telling you to look beyond that "bandaid" and realise its time for "soul surgery".
This is not your end! The healing process is not easy, linear, gives you full control,provides great results within a short time nor gives all the answers at once. Its not suppose to be perfect.
The healing process is very educational,selfish, selfless,life long, uncomfortable,requires you to be open, except failure, success, most importantly having faith in yourself! Healing provides great results/ progress & gives you what you need for mind,body,& spirit. If YOU let it. It is worth it!
I dont see it as a strength i see it as a weakness. It's easy to live and be miserable, whine, and complain. but it's hard to take your life. It's hard to have the will to continue on, especially when u know who you'll be leaving behind.
But the strength to me is the ability to own the thoughts and feelings you have around your emotions and death. As Black people living hasn't ever been easy but somehow we do it and even at your lowest you still exist despite it all
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You are worthy!
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All good over here cousin. 🫶🏾
So many people feel the same way and there's nothing we can do about it other than just keep going forward and hope things can get better.
[Please seek professional help and talk to family/friends/your community you trust]
- It's okay to ask for help it actually makes you stronger.
If you are opened to read my thread offering you guidance⬇⬇⬇
I am not an professional, please do at your own risk. I am not responsible for any outcomes. I'm just an concerned stranger whom have experienced extreme darkness multiple times in my life cycle....