I'll get over it with some reassurance from someone who's worth more than I can quantify, then I'll see the person get another dose of recognition while they enjoy their financially stable life and I'll be right back here anyway.
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If I had the free time, I'd have turned the rage into motivation to draw some vent art by now, but instead, I have to focus on keeping my mom from microwaving the entire silverware drawer and working to pay her parents back for the rapidly dwindling savings they're spending to house us.
So instead, I burn out and contemplate destroying my online reputation so I can know that nothing of value will be lost when I snap my tablet in half in a fit of rage.
And... also hoping that while I am destroying my reputation that it will capture the attention of someone who might help me learn to get along with the person like everyone and their brother does.
Unfortunately, it seems that not one person with a friendship with both me and the Blur in question, either A) actually looks at what I'm doing on my socials often enough to realize I'm self destructing, or B) wants to waste their time checking in on me.
Thank you for sharing what's going on.
I'm just a dumb dog so I don't have any one-size-fits-all answers. I will say that it sounds like you're putting too much mental energy into social media. Folks have a lot going on that might not be reflected in their online presence.
And self-destructive cycles are easy to do but aren't well known for making you feel better (even if it does make for a great Nine Inch Nails album).
It can be frustrating and isolating to be in a shitty mindset but I personally don't think that's worth taking out on yourself or others.
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I'm just a dumb dog so I don't have any one-size-fits-all answers. I will say that it sounds like you're putting too much mental energy into social media. Folks have a lot going on that might not be reflected in their online presence.
It can be frustrating and isolating to be in a shitty mindset but I personally don't think that's worth taking out on yourself or others.