I’m sorry that you’ve not been doing well. You deserve peace and love consistently. I am proud of you for being a survivor. You will get through this time. I hope you get or have a community that helps you clean up the train wreck you are feeling.
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Sometimes that’s how surviving feels like. It’s right to fear for the loss of sanity, but as long as you can debate your mental health status you are surviving. You still can make choices and you can still choose what to accept in your life. This is surviving.
Not to mention my dad has said a lot of things jacked up things about my cat…I’ve been pushed whenever there would be arguments or smacked across the mouth for trying to defend myself…I’m just so tired…every day I wake up hating my life and myself…
That’s a lot of trauma and it’s very hard to hear. I grew up like that and I know it’s hard. Survive and I promise it gets better. But for now do what you need to do to protect your heart and survive.
I’m trying 😭 the Lord gave me a godly man and he respects me and my body…he wants to save me for marriage and he lives in another state…I just want out of my situation because I’m so done…I’ve had to deal with disability services constantly rejecting me and denying me…I’m just so fed up 😭😭😭
I’m trying even if all I can do is fake a smile…I’ve been abused by my family for so many years now and I’ve become so depressed even suicidal…they’ve been verbally, emotionally, physically abusive to me and they are very toxic and narcissistic and want to control every aspect of my life…I’m 25 y/o😭
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