I’ve waited 8 years for accountability amidst the constant deluge of narcissistic abuse. Disappointment, hopelessness, and now anger, surprisingly more at those that failed so completely to hold him accountable. It really was a simple thing, if anyone actually wanted to do it.
Yes, I grew up in a household w/ a dad who was an alcoholic, had his own abuse, watched him abuse my mom, was sa’d by his dad at 7, it was oppressive n I got no mental help. Moved out at 18 n got with my two kids dad who was abusive n gained an opioid add. Since, it’s been me n the kids. I knew
When things got stressful when I was younger I could atleast be out in the world and it was safe, more than home. And I continued to feel that way for most of my adult life. Even with trumps first admin I was totally drained by the end, but it was still somewhat a safe place in the world.
Then when Biden and Harris was elected I felt comfort and hope, but I knew w/ trump around the fight wasn’t over. As someone with ptsd, you learned to spot the danger early and I kept informing myself, advocating, n warning ppl of this very thing. Harris was so warming to my soul and now
It’s all gone and I feel like I’m a kid at home, scared, walking on eggshells, clenching my jaw n completely lost in anxiety once again. I have been w/ my psych for 5yrs but the world is no longer safe.
This is so right on. The lack of accountability is definitely a big cause of my current stress response. We should never have been put in this position! If certain people had been held accountable for their actions, we wouldn't be dealing with the collapse of our Democracy.
I worked for a female tRUMP for 20 years. Terminated in 2018 after being threatened & set-up for 4 years cuz I stood up for dozens of Muslims that my tRUMPer boss fired for no reason. I was harassed so bad I now have stress seizures, and had a heart attack and died for 3 minutes the day I was fired.
This is my story. I was raised in an alcoholic family, plenty of daily stress. Married what I knew and the same thing. Now divorced and fairly happy until Trump came into office. It was a trigger of my past life. Biden was elected and things became calmer, but Trump always in the background. 1/2
2/2 When Kamala was nominated there was hope and a sense of calm. Her losing brought the whole world down again and from what I have seen so far, it doesn't look promising. I am trying to keep the faith, trying to stay healthy. It is hard. Glad I found Blue Sky. Bit of serenity from the evil
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