Honestly, I am not feeling the best right now. I try to tell myself that it'll be okay but I feel like I am constantly gaslighting myself. >: I just need the boys to love me and take me away from this loneliness >': Time to disassociate more. - ThreadSky

faeom.bsky.social • 10 days ago

Honestly, I am not feeling the best right now. I try to tell myself that it'll be okay but I feel like I am constantly gaslighting myself. >:

I just need the boys to love me and take me away from this loneliness >': Time to disassociate more.

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harmlessghosty.bsky.social•10 days ago

You are such a lovely person and a beautiful soul. I feel like half of being nice to yourself is almost like gaslighting too; it just feels like you’re lying to yourself. But I PROMISE you’re a good person and you can get through whatever is plaguing you 🫂 ❤️

faeom.bsky.social•10 days ago

Thanks Ghosty 😭 It's hard to think good thoughts most days and pretending like I am okay doesn't help at all >< Putting on a happy front is sometimes easier than coming clean to myself about how I really feel

harmlessghosty.bsky.social•9 days ago

Absolutely. And sometimes people say “fake it until you make it,” but that doesn’t feel like it helps much either 😔

helloavril.bsky.social•10 days ago

sending you big warm hugs friend 🫂🫂🫂

faeom.bsky.social•10 days ago

Thank you avril!! I need warm hugs indeed 😢

faikitty.bsky.social•10 days ago

I'm sorry you're feeling so lousy 🫂 Luci and Mephisto would gladly comfort you and tell you every thing they love about you

faeom.bsky.social•10 days ago

Thanks Vic! Those thoughts weighed on my mind 😭💜

ommariposa.bsky.social•10 days ago

I’m so sorry you’re not feeling well, Fae. But, please know we’re all sending you positive vibes and hugs! Plus, Luci & Meph will definitely always be at your side even now. They adore their human 😤😤🫶🌻🫶🌻🫶

faeom.bsky.social•10 days ago

Thanks Nessa!! I'm thinking a lot about those two right now to cheer me up! I just wish i could physically hold them both and never let go 😢

pandemiprincess.bsky.social•10 days ago

Sending all the hugs and good feels possible your way. I'm so sorry you're struggling, I know how hard that can be. Keeping you in my thoughts, and hoping that things get better. Just be kind to yourself as you struggle, and know that you deserve all the love.

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