I've spent so long deconstructing my personality that I think it might be totally gone.
Like I've so effectively channeled being in the moment and vibing out that the anxieties and insecurities that used to motivate me aren't around anymore.
It's nice but... aimless? I miss the determination.
Like I've so effectively channeled being in the moment and vibing out that the anxieties and insecurities that used to motivate me aren't around anymore.
It's nice but... aimless? I miss the determination.
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Anxiety is normal, a little bit of helps us. Being in the moment helps so we don't stop doing what we care about because of anxiety. But too much means we can't look towards goals and the future. Look towards the future and goals, but being willing to try and fail.
It's almost like cosplaying in the 3D world and experience most of the beauty of it without being so attached that I experience true agony and suffering.