Yes, I'm also I'm also an engineer, I do this because of fun.
Seeing people uncomfortable, be it neo Nazis or trans people, is actually pretty funny.
I'm not even kidding, as long as nobody gets really hurt, it's super fun.
It's gonna sound super fucking edgy but it is true, but the sensation I get when someone who though was in a place free of judgement (a safe space though I hate the term) realizes that it isn't actually safe, it's incomparable.
It's the feeling of true freedom.
If I don't do it, I feel trapped.
hmmmm idk that's pretty wack dude. like that's the kinda thing you should talk to a therapist about to figure out what's going on there, you feel? like why's that make you feel trapped?
This thread makes you sound like a psychopath. Did you sent ants on fire with a magnifying glass for fun as a kid? You should be removed from human society until you recognize that other people should be treated with respect and aren't just playthings for you to toy with for your amusement.
this behavior is a symptom of a social disease that will rob you of joy. you will lose control. it's possible if you get a grip now it will be reparable, otherwise it will all catch up one day and you will be terribly, terribly alone and sad.
the experience you're feeling is sociopathy. please see a mental professional before subjecting yourself to other people outside of your normal routines
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Seeing people uncomfortable, be it neo Nazis or trans people, is actually pretty funny.
I'm not even kidding, as long as nobody gets really hurt, it's super fun.
not because it seems implausible but because that would be exceedingly sad
It's the feeling of true freedom.
If I don't do it, I feel trapped.
easy to feel strong now. i hope you fix it.
Is not affecting anything irl.