Right now, the need to see someone very special to me make it through an incredibly difficult situation. I want to keep going and being strong for them, and in doing so, I'm learning to be strong for myself again.
I want to say the basic answers like family and friends.
But lately it's just been me. I have a burning desire to just escape and I have an odd undying hope that eventually I'll be okay, I'm unsure how but I have the need to get there.
knowing that one day i will be happy in my dream house with all my whimsical furniture and flower dishware :) and of course the chance to see my loved ones for at least one more day
Support from my partner of course, but also the burning desire to survive and thrive to be an example to the world that people like me are here to stay.
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But lately it's just been me. I have a burning desire to just escape and I have an odd undying hope that eventually I'll be okay, I'm unsure how but I have the need to get there.
What happens, happens.
There's really nothing that keeps me going, I just...go.
But lately, I’m unafraid to keep existing out of pure spite for those who wish I didn’t.
Plus death spat me back out, so may as well follow their wish to stick around here and do my best even if it's hard sometimes
If I give up now then all the work I put in to get this far was for nothing
Also my cat
Spite 😭