I am deep in the depths of several embarrassing addictions I was using as ways to "grey rock" abusive exes out. I have been working on achieving baseline levels of personal hygiene and nutrition. Like. It has been an incredible struggle to get to the point where I brush my teeth *most* of the time - ThreadSky

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quicksilvre.bsky.social • 118 days ago

I am deep in the depths of several embarrassing addictions I was using as ways to "grey rock" abusive exes out. I have been working on achieving baseline levels of personal hygiene and nutrition. Like. It has been an incredible struggle to get to the point where I brush my teeth *most* of the time

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quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

And I am honestly proud of having gotten to this point! It was super hard but it helps so much when I do! It's never actually easy to do because sensory overload is common at the end of the day, but it's so much easier to sleep with a clean mouth

quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

But it's still a fragile habit and The Scroll has a tendency to break me. This is a bad time to be broken. The people that benefit from my being broken are the same people doing the awful things that make The Scroll so deep and turbulent these days. I refuse to just give in to them.

quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

If they want to break me they will have to come and do it themselves. I am not going to let The Scroll pull me into the depths and drown me before my time

quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

It's hard not to fall into The Scroll when I open this app. Even if I told myself I could do "mentions only mode" I know that sooner or later I will open Pandora's box

quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

Does this mean I'm leaving? No. Does this mean I'm going to be around more after all? Maybe. I'm tired of being lonely, & it's not like the butterfly app is the only place I get sucked into The Scroll. At least this way I sometimes get to talk about what I feel about the flotsam that knocked me over

quicksilvre.bsky.social•118 days ago

For tonight, I'm stayed out of The Scroll.

Which, having said that, I but now finally remember why I opened butterfly app in the first place 😅

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