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even though I’d never act on it because I know that things will get better for me and a lot of my struggling is circumstantial, the thought of kms brings me so much peace

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i feel so sad; i just want to light a cigarette, read a book, and lay in the grass

submitted 90 days ago • 0 comments

Touching grass

submitted 90 days ago • 0 comments

Every. Single. One. Of my results for my final project in microbiology are contaminated. At the EXACT moment I discovered this I also found out that class I skipped this morning was my goddamn final exam

submitted 90 days ago • 2 comments

Just calculated my boyfriends maintenance and his extreme weight loss is my MAITENENCE bro don’t ever complain to me about not being able to lose weight EVER AGAINNNNN

submitted 91 days ago • 2 comments

I GOT THE JOBBBBBB!!!!!!

submitted 98 days ago • 5 comments

2025 thinspo vision boards

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Just walked the hospital to understand the parking situation and find the unit I’m interviewing at, and was helped by a very kind man along the way. I’m very excited at the potential of working here

submitted 101 days ago • 1 comment

I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!! it’s for a full time night shift, which is going to be difficult. But it’s only 3 nights a week, and I’m hoping that if I get it I’ll be able to transition to an easier job (either PT or day shift) within 4-6 months. IM SO EXCITED!! driving there now to stake out the place 😁😁

submitted 101 days ago • 1 comment

Got rejected for one of the nurse tech jobs I applied for BUT they are reviewing my application today for Patient Access Clerk OMG!!

submitted 101 days ago • 0 comments

Wish I could have a cigarette with my boyfriends mom but then he’d find out i smoke and he would not be cool w that

submitted 102 days ago • 0 comments

Might break my fast at 32 hours instead of 40 tbh I wanna sleep tonight 🙃

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment

Saw a fitness influencer on YouTube and asking about how he dropped lots of weight super fast under eating by 1000 cals/day and it made me so upset because I’ve l been undereating by more than 1000 cals/day and my scale has been fucking stuck on 150 for over a week now wtaf

submitted 102 days ago • 2 comments

And now we wait 😁😁

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment

I’m sending in my nurse tech job applications today :)) I’ve been rejected or unable to find a training schedule that works for me about 30 times but it’s all I I want to do. I’m not the ideal candidate, I’m not a certified CNA, so I do understand rejections. But it’s not stopping me from trying :)

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment

The scale went up 4 lbs even tho I KNOWWWW I’ve been heavy in a deficit. I’m rlly hoping that’s just water weight and my butt growing from my stair stepper obsession

submitted 102 days ago • 0 comments

Assuming today goes well, by the end of this week I will have spent a total of 106 hours fasting WHO CHEERED

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment

so excited to be fasting today I want to wake up SKINNY tomorrow

submitted 102 days ago • 1 comment