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666ofswords.bsky.social
a bird, a plane, a royal pain. i don’t do fuckin shit and i’m not worried about it. fka @wigglyyyworm. Chicago now, Nebraska forever. [email protected] // [email protected]
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god took my job and then gave me extensive food poisoning stomach bug so i couldn’t raise any hell in any capacity and i’ve been either actively shaking on the floor ill or in bed quietly yelling for 48 hours thank you lord plz kill me lmao

submitted 4 hours ago • 0 comments

my life feels like doing three months of intensive therapy to do work that will further traumatize me to pay off the bills for the intensive therapy so i can do more intensive therapy to get another job to pay off the bills to get another job to pay off the bills

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

i got laid off today along w a few of my coworkers. it’s not ideal. i’m tired. if you wanted to buy me dinner or help me pay my rent during a time that is already stressful, venmo is @/heyhellowhatsup. thank you i love you i’m exhausted lmao

submitted 2 days ago • 9 comments

i’ve been acutely struggling with how alone, abandoned and unimportant i feel for like … my whole life but never more acutely than the last few months. i keep thinking about what it takes for a parent to abandon their own kid, not out of necessity but desire. i look at pictures of baby me.

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

so obsessed w erasing myself i don't even know who i am versus who i made up in my head

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

i’ve been in a private “researching and obsessing over springsteen’s nebraska” period

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

excuse the bleak humor but the last two/three years has been me thinking i'm mostly normal with mild depression and then losing friends who i felt had the same mental health status to me (to death and dying). and meeting people who i immediately vibe with and their status is "not good, mentally."

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

love to hop into insane rabbit holes with ed, it’s 85 percent of our relationship it rules

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

see also i hate being asked my family history re: mental illness bc it’s like “yeah uh everyone has something, no one is diagnosed, many of them have died, when i started having panic attacks as a small kid my mom was like ‘it’s agita everyone gets it”

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

really grappling with "maybe i'm not the villain in the story, i was just a traumatized 20-something with box dyed gray hair and justice sensitivity in a geographic location where that genuinely terrified people"

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

i graduated from trauma school yesterday (bumped down to outpatient) and i had a level 12 outta 10 panic attack because people went around a room for more than 45 minutes saying wildly specific and incredibly nice things around me and now i feel like i have to go back to trauma school bc i'm insane

submitted 8 days ago • 1 comment

got so excited about trans joy at trauma school that i slapped my three dinosaur folders on my table and hollered when someone shared good news. ppl keep saying i am more myself and for that i’m so sorry lmao

submitted 10 days ago • 1 comment

hey it’s @ourcityburning.bsky.social’s birthday and they got us all a gift and it’s them! ed is a goddamn force of love and light in my life. they’re the sweetest pitbull puppy at the dog park: a ride or die for the people and things that matter to them and endlessly sweet and supportive.

submitted 10 days ago • 2 comments

hi friends! after almost two months in all day psych hospitalization, i'm stepping down to outpatient and i'm going to start throwing out applications for jobs. if there's anything that feels like a good fit, please toss it my way. i am a grant writer, editor, fundraiser, project manager, etc.

submitted 11 days ago • 2 comments

experienced sensory overload and mild meltdown so i pet a dog for 20 minutes and then vaped strawberry geek bar into my own kn95 mask while sitting in a completely silent and empty room w my hoodie and headphones on w nothing playing and i feel better and also i’m definitely not autistic

submitted 11 days ago • 2 comments

Sonya knows ball

submitted 21 days ago • 0 comments

i have never in my life bled thru my pants to my knowledge and of course i do it during the art activity where we’re all swapping seats during my last week of full time trauma school omfg

submitted 13 days ago • 1 comment