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What? Do I have something on my face? #art #illustration #ink #darkart #horrorart

submitted 7 days ago • 5 comments

Training myself to rest is hard. I'm here just not writing, not designing characters, not proofreading, just vibing and my brain keeps wanting to "why don't we work on..." As much as I need breaks, I'll drive myself mad if I have to endure this too much.

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

default state

submitted 9 days ago • 2 comments

Daily bunny no.2869 is making a home

submitted 8 days ago • 6 comments

This commission statement refers to people with Autism, ADHD, asthma, auto-immune disease, and chronic illness as a “dire threat to the American people and our way of life”. This is a manifesto against disability. This is the language of eugenics.

submitted 9 days ago • 847 comments

Me apologizing for things I didn’t intend (an interpretation made because I saw them in a store), just on-brand for me anyway.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

How do I beautify my prose without resorting to humor.

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

At my graduation, they will award me with “Best in Crisis Management” because I live through historic moments and convince myself my nightmares haven’t already come true.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Learning to heal when no one has apologized, except my parents, who acknowledged they didn’t parent me right.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

People want stories. We are drawn to the story in art. We pause and spend time with a painting until we find the joy in each brushstroke. In that moment we see the artist and storyteller like a wizard behind the curtain. That is absent in gen ai. Go be that storyteller. Go be human and create.

submitted 9 days ago • 13 comments

Elon Musk should not have access to any of our data.

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If corporations replace the workforce with AI, how will the economy run in its current configuration? For these CEOs and executives, the bottom line seems to be the only thing that matters. What about people having jobs and money? We will need UBI.

submitted 10 days ago • 31 comments

Gift of Nature 🍀🌸 #art

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submitted 11 days ago • 0 comments

I am so orificey today and I didn’t even know it. Sometimes I forget and that just makes it worse.

submitted 12 days ago • 0 comments

Speculative fiction is always about the present, even when it is set in the future.

submitted 13 days ago • 1 comment

Our book is out! Mapping New Stars: A Sourcebook on Philippine Speculative Fiction is a groundbreaking collection of essays tracing the history & practice of speculative fiction in the country, featuring celebrated spec fic writers & scholars and published by the University of the Philippines Press!

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submitted 13 days ago • 59 comments

it is deeply upsetting to me that i have said some of the things i've said and done some of the things i've done.

submitted 12 days ago • 12 comments

If anyone can help our artist buddy Joe he is in a bind. 🙏 The victim of first wave of Musk co sabotage with disability checks in PA. MAGA landlord immediately threatened (leapoards eating face) and so he is bailing ASAP.🙏 Send good vibes.✨ Talented guy \ unfair situation.🙃

submitted 14 days ago • 1 comment

I sometimes use Bible language/references even though I’m not a Christian anymore. I use idiomatic English even though I’m not American. Perhaps I will write something that problematizes my usage of these.

submitted 13 days ago • 0 comments

Administering electric shocks to people in the adjacent room and hesitating when the screams get too loud. Thankfully there's an authority figure here reassuring me that it's ok to continue

submitted 15 days ago • 180 comments

Limbic capitalism

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

I am in illness language, severely immunocompromised mentally. I shouldn't be trawling on the internet anyway. Bye. It's time to really detach.

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

There was a real point in my life where I just really thought, “Wow, my life is not mine anymore. My life is no longer mine. I am no longer going back.” endlessly repeating in my head as everyone suspected and monitored me of something I only dreamed about: to be loved by a teacher. The surreality.

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

I’m not about to tell people not to use addiction-forming drugs or technologies of any kind. That’s freedom. What I mind is the many dire consequences often denied or minimized to propagate their continued domination.

submitted 17 days ago • 0 comments

Write every day for 1 hour. If you miss a writing day add 1 hour to the next. It’s incredible! Tomorrow I’m writing for 7 years.

submitted 18 days ago • 104 comments

Fucked up things fuck you up in fucked up ways. And then you’re like “Jeez, why am I so fucked up about this?” Because it was fucked up. That’s why.

submitted 17 days ago • 50 comments

50 Shades of Grey is only "romantic" because he's a bilionaire. If he lived in a trailer park it would be an episode of Criminal Minds.

submitted 17 days ago • 710 comments

I forgot where I Iearned this (still in the process of locating that crucial book or article) but if people don’t agree on basic terms or assumptions they will not be persuaded no matter what you do.

submitted 18 days ago • 0 comments

Me in 2019 knowing some research about a “resident Miltonist” but not how you need recommendation letters from profs to apply for a Master’s degree 😱

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I am too deeply unwell to apply for Clarion West this year, maybe next time.

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People put the dots together anyway

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A brain constantly tormented or anticipating torment is a horror I would never inflict on anybody. Perhaps this is why people just choose to take antipsychotics.

submitted 18 days ago • 0 comments

That will be the last of my trauma dumps. Bye Bluesky, and sorry for all the horror (the real work begins).

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

“Nobody could give Rachel back her intact mind, but Steve helped restore her dignity. The fact of her freedom, that gift of compassion from Steve, consoled me. Without it, I doubt I could ever have forgiven myself for abandoning her.” www.psychiatrymargins.com/p/schizophre...

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

My autistic ass posting Bad Suns’ Hold Your Fire in 2019 on FB thinking it will stop the pain

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I'm FINALLY reading @awaisaftab.bsky.social "Conversations in Critical Psychiatry" (though I've read some of the interviews when they were originally published). Everyone interested in psychiatry should follow Awais' blog www.psychiatrymargins.com You get NUANCE and COMPLICATIONS!

submitted 19 days ago • 1 comment

It’s baffling to me how people lie to me when they ask me about the nature of what happened to me six years ago. Like I am functionally transparent even if I can accept the notion they were only told some select few details about what they all signed up for as necessary.

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

It's with a heavy heart that I have to announce that I'm still alive

submitted 20 days ago • 4 comments

Today I (re)Learned if real harm happens to schizo-spectrum people, it’s automatically “persecutory delusions.” Wrong wrong wrong, you are. For your sake, just take these brain-damaging medication meant to control positive symptoms (because your negative symptoms are not society’s problem).

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

My foundational assumption was that the privacy policy on my “ALL_WRITERS” would be honored. Clearly I was wrong (it might have warranted investigation especially because instead of asking me directly about my anxious email that “there is a story behind it” they just decided to ask everyone but me.)

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

My real micro task is to make it be a “non-bizarre” delusion.

submitted 19 days ago • 0 comments

Some people are just being objective and that my unconscious just-world fallacy belief is actually not a good argument about how my consequences seem disproportionate and unnecessarily cruel.

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