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Dragon Age, Planet Zoo, Baldurs Gate 3, Mass Effect, The Sims. Dog owner (Nordseewind on other plattforms) german/english 💜🩶🤍🩶💜
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I can't count the amount of times I said: "I'm normally our Outlook expert" and Outlook suddenly working again without me trying my usual fixes. It seems Outlook is scared by me.

By the end of the week I should know if a return I did was accepted. If not I'm out of 100€.

All day I have a very bad feeling. As if something very bad happened. But there was nothing.

I just bought Planet Crafter. Don't know why it never got recommended to me on various gaming platforms but I saw it on YouTube the other day and it's just the right thing to distract me from all the depressive thoughts in my head.

I managed to clean and organize the apartment today. Now I don't need to do it tomorrow and can relax after work.

Tired baby is exhausted from watching me work.

Work done for today and the sun just came out. Time for a long walk with Ciri.

Here, have a photo of Ciri enjoying the rain this weekend, so it's not all depressive posts from me.

I feel so defeated at the moment. I know it's getting better but right now I can't see the end of this phase.

I am so glad I have the 6am shift tomorrow. This means I can escape early from my desk.

I'm not a fan of my direct neighbours. Their child only communicates with screeching and incoherent screaming. Its ear-piercing even though the thick walls. And they do nothing about it. And yes, this child can communicate normally. It just chooses not to.

Still feeling like shit. Still have bad period cramps. But my moot is not as dark and gloomy as it was the last two days.

It's a "I eat the whole tub up ice cream" kinda day. Haven't felt so depressed and sad in months.

I'm also frustrated about an order I made. I ordered the wrong size as the shop did not specify the size in the listings title and text. And the package also did not say the size so I only saw it when I opened it. And now it's likely they won't take it back. That's 100€ for something I can't use!

Cried five times today. Over random thoughts. Out of frustration. And sadness. Also almost quit today. I really shouldn't be forced to interact with people or work when I start my period.

Thank the maker it's Friday. This week was somehow very tiring although I only had work.

Thought about watching the new Lilo&Stitch film in the theater after reading it will also be showing in English. Only to discover there will be three English showings a week, each in the afternoon when normal people have to work.

I have to adult this evening but I don't want to.

Why am I so tired this week? I have, for once, a decent shift, nothing planned for after work, and work itself is okayish. It might be that I'm about to start my period. But normally I don't get tired because of it?

Finally altered the curtains for the balcony. Now only the new net needs to be cut a bit and everything is done for summer.

I have a hairstylist appointment in two weeks. Had to make the appointment 8 weeks out because they are fully booked in advanced. And now I might have to cancel as the person doing our schedule is just so bad at doing so that I got the late shift and no one can swap shifts with me.

I was hoping to spend my evening on the balcony, in the sun, listening to the newest episode of my favourite podcast. But it's only 15°C today and the wind is colder.

Waiting at my GP. And there's a family also waiting. And the child has a toy that plays music and makes sounds. My worst nightmare to be honest. And I only have my engage loops with me, not the quiet ones.

Off to my GP to get my hand checked.

There isn't any better sound than Ciri snoring in her dog bed next to my bed.

Listening to a (gaming) podcast and writing smut. What a woman does on a Sunday evening.

My damn finger hurts so bad. And I need to visit my GP tomorrow because of it. Of course without an appointment so hours of waiting. I do hope I can get an appointment for Tuesday and skip the waiting.

I want to write. But writing on a keyboard and on my phone is hard with my bandaged left hand and the pain.

I need to take a shower. But can't get a glove over the new bandage on my hand/finger to protect it from the water. Do I take it off again and hope I can get on done on my own again or just not shower?

I just realised, if I had been sitting and not standing, the stone would have hit me square in the face. These fuckers really did not care if they would kill someone. Sadly it's very unlikely that they will be caught.

The injured finger hurts and itches at the same time. It's driving me mad.

The damn finger starts to hurt all of the sudden. Of course it's now that I want to go to sleep.

Sooooo. Our little team party ended with a hospital trip and a online report to the police for me. Some stupid teens thought it funny to throw stones from the other side of the railroad next to our office and injured my pinkie on the left hand. It first looked much worse then it is.

I'm done! Over an hour past my usual bed time. 2kg of potato salad.

And of course, the parcel I've been waiting for is going to be delivered tomorrow!

I'm so tired but still need to put together a potato salad for tomorrow's barbecue. Why did I agree to that?!

Survived office day one. Left an hour after my shift ended as we were still talking. It's nice to see the people once in a while.

TW: Weightloss My business trousers, that I normally wear to occasions like a visit at or from our clients are getting too big for me. I need a belt to keep them up but even then it's not ideal. I might need to get new ones.

Made it to the office and got my preferred desk (we have flex desks). And I got a cocoa from the machine in the kitchen. It has its perks to be here.

I have to be in the office for two days. I don't mind normally but certain coworkers will also be there and show off in front of our client. And that's something I really don't like.

if you see this on your tl, do it~ internet name ⊹ Alba/Nordseewind pronouns ⊹ she/her height ⊹ 170 sexuality ⊹ grey-ace, Demi sign ⊹ gemini piercings ⊹ 4, 5 more planned tattoos ⊹ 0 fav drink ⊹ black tea food ⊹ sushi pets ⊹ 1 dog mbti ⊹ / relationship ⊹ it's complicated (bratty sub)

The long walk with Ciri in the Sun helped me a lot. Just enjoying time with this little furmonster makes my world so much better.