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I once conquered 1/8th of the known universe - then I retired. Now I have taken up Vtubing in a last attempt at glory to earn the name of my clan https://linktr.ee/Listershatsune https://www.youtube.com/@ListersHatsune https://www.twitch.tv/alisters
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That's the first time in a while I've spent most of the day programming. Programming while watching vtubers is fun. Still a bit exhausting but I am enjoying myself and making a fair bit of progress. Haven't been properly stuck yet though.

You know, I'm really glad there's been a kind of Teto Kasane revival as of recently.

I don't know if I should find a place to just depression post.

I have openly announced on Twitter my intent to step away from using it. I have also said that my reasons are political as I believe the situation to be critical enough that it cannot simply be ignored. Don't expect me to break political neutrality again as I will be trying hard not to.

Tempted to make a vtuber game

Had a dream that I accidentally brushed my teeth with wax because all the budget stuff in the bathroom was the same colour and we were out of toothpaste. To be fair, it promoted itself as lemon.

Went outside today. Regret it.

Ok, so I joined that community's discord and I have 3 problems with trying to communicate with them. 1. The official language is Esperanto, 2. The lingua franca is Japanese and 3. people's attempts to communicate with me so far have been in emoji.

Using VR chat I became conversational in British Sign Language back in 2020 - only stopping my pursuit of learning it due to my body's worsening reactions to anxiety. Now it seems there are VR chat communities dedicated to 3/4 languages I'm learning. It's tempting to join them.

Politics is starting to creep into the bluesky algorithm for me. There is evidence that the algorithm here is objectively better but I still feel the mental darkening. I feel this will all end in heartbreak for me. Maybe I should just remember to take my meds.

Nope, already cursed. This era is ending already. Not that it could last forever. I was warned to cherish my time with those I still had. Ame leaving hurts more than it seems on the surface. Fauna leaving will leave the same hit. Hololive is much more than just a collection of great individuals.

I know Kson said not to be sad that somebody leaves their company but there are some legendary duos that are now almost impossible to see again. I know independence is a chance to forge new ones but I'm a nostalgic old sod. I'll miss them.

Today I will be playing more of the Age of Empires 2: Chronicles campaign. #Vtuber #VtuberEN #AgeofEmpires2 youtube.com/watch?v=KpRt... twitch.tv/alisters kick.com/alisters

Ok, turns out that headphones over usb-c are just as unreliable as Bluetooth. It cuts out every time I take it out my pocket. Worst is that instead of just wiggling it till it works again, the phone will switch the usb-c port off if it thinks there's somthing wrong

I feel like now is a good time to be KFP (a fan of Kiara Takanashi) and a really bad time for my wallet. Do I get a cool cutting board, a really nice chefs knife, a nendoroid in full colour, driving lessons or a small piece of forest not far from here.

So my Blue sky handle is now the URL of Newgrounds page. If I had any homeland on the internet - it would be Newgrounds. My username is now basically the internet equivalent of my house. I'm very proud to be able to display it as my handle.

I feel like smartphone innovation has always been going backwards. The internet is less featured to adapt around the phone, radio functions are gone, Bluetooth is shockingly unreliable, less buttons, less ergonomic, less expandability etc. Even this Fairphone is almost the bare minimum.

Thinking I'll do a week of streaming Persona 3:reload when I stop being homeless. That's another flat I've been rejected for but at least I'm in slightly less pain today.

Playing the new Chronicles of Greece campaign www.youtube.com/watch?v=urMj...

I know it's been 4 years now but I'm still not used to being pointed to the disabled toilets at a restaurant. Now there's pain they now insist I use them

www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkZc...

Want to stream but during times where it's best to stream my nerve pain flares up. This is apparently meant to end after a month but this has been 3. Probably due to the difficulty I have in doing any physical activity.

"You couldn't live with your own failure. Where did that bring you? Back to me" - Thanos The quote echoes through my mind. Maybe because I haven't taken my meds but I'm feeling so pessimistic. Like I'm making mistakes I should have learned from and once did but I've now forgotten.

I swear I just sleep at the most inconvenient time possible

Joys of being homeless: losing your package to your previous address because websites like to auto complete the address you very specifically change

Wait, it's friday? When did it become friday?