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Jupiter's gay son. Artist. Pianist. πŸ§œπŸ»β€β™‚οΈπŸ–ŒοΈπŸŽ¨πŸŽΉ Muses include but are not limited to ancient astrology, queer men, Gaga, music, PokΓ©mon, barns owls, and cats. πŸ“ Manhattan, NY πŸͺ Sagittarius ↑ Aries β˜‰ Aquarius ☽ πŸ“Έ IG: alwaysfabian
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Good morning, Donald Trump and his enablers should all kill themselves

just finished listening to mayhem

Mayhem is a masterpiece. It's easily going to become one of my favorite Gaga albums of all time.

Spring, Summer, and the first quarter of Fall are the only seasons that matter.

Of course I began researching Wiccan traditions the day the Sun entered Pisces.

I used to fear being a "local" but leaving my terminally online days behind has improved my life in ways that leave me flabbergasted. Maybe the locals were onto something.

I'm sorry but we Sag Rising girlies are gonna enjoy March. These transits are for US. 😎

First day in the new job was a success. Thank you, Lady Gaga.

These Abracadabra memes are taking me out 😭

Learning to draw human figures has been a challenge so I'm proud of this. 🀧 Now to add shades and color. #pencilart #gayart #art

Total offense but I'm embarrassed for anyone who has ever had any kind of emotional reaction to TikTok getting banned/unbanned. Babe it's not food or water.

Got a long-awaited promotion after years of enduring the worst job search of my life, thank GAWD!!!!!

Here's a carton of milk for your start of the week. Milk makes you strong. (Idk just have a good week ahead with good vibes. πŸ€ͺπŸ₯›) #sketchpractice #pencilart #art #artsky

Not to be dramatic but I don't think even child birth could feel as joyous and fulfilling as hearing the last chorus of Disease for the first time. What I'd give to momentarily inflict targeted amnesia to the part of my brain that remembers Disease so I can relieve that hair-raising moment again.

I have learned to be humble in my knowing because any time I believe I'm awake, I discover there is more to be awake to. There's levels to awareness that keep on going for all your life, and even after your physical body is gone. Awareness can free you profoundly. Stay open.

Not to out myself as mentally ill but I've started a collection of my baby boy's kitty whiskers πŸ₯°

Gaga beginning the 17th year of her career with a #1 hit. Legendary.

a cat's purr elicits the frequencies of god

Attemped to draw my cat back when he was a kitten. Gotta work on them ear whiskers. #art #artsky #pencil #pencilart #cats #kittens

Shading and airbrushing practice on Procreate. Yeah, I've kinda taken a liking to birds. πŸ¦β€πŸ”₯ #art #artsky #procreate #birds #phoenix #shading

Final selfies of 2024. Be kind to me, 2025. ✨

I feel like a reborn entity whenever I splash cold water on my face every morning

Work in progress pencil art for an abstract piece that is slowly coming to life in my head. 🌸 #art #artsky #pencil #pencilart

Disease and Die With a Smile are two of the best songs in Gaga's career. Them being together on the same record means we're about to get her magnum opus for real. 😭

Getting high and going for a jog is an act of prayer

lady gaga outfits in 2024 ✨ #art #ladygaga

This guncle has greatly enjoyed watching his adorable young niece all weekend but parenting is definitely not for the weak

Mercury retrograde is finally over

What shade lipstick does this legend wear?

My bank account seeing me buy another book that is gonna rot on my shelf

This has been one of the worst weeks of my life but my spirit refuses to be broken. Diamonds are made under pressure and mother universe is molding me into brilliance.

I've decided that Disease > Bad Romance

Icarus

I'm high and screaming because Call of Duty said their new holiday loading screen is for the gays

angel/devil sticker β›“οΈπŸ’— for a stamp rally from earlier in the year~!

Work was AWFUL today but thankfully I have a cat to come home to

Quick sketch practice πŸ’« #art #sketch #pencil #drawing

Where was the McDonald's employee who snitched on January 6th?

My life as a working parent

Haven't seen her break down her creative process to this level of detail since 2011. She's even talking about her love for electronic music the way she did that year. We're so back.

I'm just realising that it's okay to not draw and create every day and that "unproductive" days are completely normal and needed in order to preserve the joy of making art. I always feel bad when I take a day off but it prevents me from burning out myself.