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She/her. Poly, pan, šŸ³ļøā€āš§ļø, Ī˜Ī”. Boston area. A machine that converts attention and food into being very gay and dubious puns. Lifestyle switch, 18+ only. The Polycute: https://polycul.es/36a668e
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Somerville, the kind of place where you might hear the person dyeing your hair say ā€œACABā€ without really even trying particularly hard to find a salon thatā€™s queer enough to be Like That

anyway, whatever part of my brain decided that I was the sort of emotional masochist who really should play In Stars and Time for the first time immediately after playing 1000xResist for the first time needs to fucking chill

sometimes you ask someone for a picture of what they're crocheting and get a voice message long enough that it breaks telegram as a response instead of a picture and I just think that's the kind of raw autistic hyperfocus energy [affectionate] that the world needs more of tbh

For folks scrambling to grab all of their Twitch VODs because of the new data retention policy: if you're technically-minded you can install yt-dlp (github.com/yt-dlp/yt-dlp), then `yt-dlp www.twitch.tv/CHANNELNAME/... will pull down all your VODs. (Well, if you give it several hours to do so lol)

Sitting on the other end of a couch from @durra-gaaz.bsky.social as she boots 1000xResist and, within five minutes, is just as deep into "oh no this is immediately interesting, oh no this is COOKING" followed by a loud "...WHAT?" every two or three minutes as I was. Game good.

I hadnā€™t actually seen a clothing site sizing guide just tell me ā€œnah maybe just donā€™tā€ until today lol, but these are the perils of being a 6ā€™6ā€ transfemme I suppose :3

Being poly means that the responses to my yearly valentine's notes hit all of the following energies at once: - "I love you so much, I'm sorry I can't respond how I'd like right now" - "That was incredibly sweet to wake up to" - "Ammyyyyy I'm going to fucking tackle you" and I kinda love that lmao

I don't actually know what my favorite rhyme in music is but Young Adult Friction's rhyming of "see" with "microfiche" is absolutely somewhere near the top of the list

the new Ada Rook albumā€™s already an AOTY contender and itā€™s February

You ever have one of those days in which you're writing a forum scraper for work and you find a user named `Sir Penis XXII` who names all of their file uploads after genitalia? yeah, uh, ahaha me either nope

My partner sent me a picture of a very hot transfemme and said "I'm sending this to you specifically because it's tagged 'gock'" and, sure, it's 2025, I guess my love language can be "understanding what nudes Ammy will find hot but which also have the worst mouthfeel in their tags", that's fine lmao

One way to be absolutely sure that the song you're listening to is definitely post-rock: the song title is too long to fit on your TV running the Tidal app. A second great way: the song title was also too long for me to write it alongside the first half of this post.

Whenever I remember that the author of Relationship Anarchy in Eight Points also runs a LARP con in Finland and is the executive producer of EVE Online I smile, knowing that someone else in the world strives for a level of ā€œtheyā€™re just themselvesā€ that I may never attain

This isn't anywhere near universally true, but there are some albums that *only* show up in certain headspaces. It's really comforting and impressive to know that some of the animals closest to me can say e.g. "oh she's listening to Surface Feeling again, I should probably see if she's okay"

Um, anyway. For those who haven't heard, the other two animals in my triad broke up yesterday. This has...wide implications for the future, but I've mostly just been trying to handle self-care, care for others, etc. Keeping this skeet-length, but if I'm hiding away for a bit, you know why. <3

tidal.com/browse/album... Ammy's 2024 AOTY is...perennially relevant; there's no moment at which I am not able to be calmed by the mere concept of trans post-rock, *especially* not when it's this tight.

ā€œOur next song was on the installer of a lot of pirated games in 2020ā€

MBRā€™s opener pulled a rando on stage to do a Pokemon Red speedrun while he played the soundtrack live, so uh, thatā€™s the type of concert this is lmao

Anyway Iā€™m at Sonia with a few animals for a Master Boot Record show, which my phone consistently wants to type as ā€œMaster Noot Recordā€, which Iā€™d probably also go see tbh

Happyā€¦something to the person on the street who, as I walked by, said ā€œdamn you a TALL-ass bitchā€¦or n***a, I dunnoā€, glad I could confuse you ;)

having one of those days where I am listening to an album solely because it's tagged "angelic post-shoegaze sigilcore" instead of for any of the other much more normal reasons that Ammy listens to music, like "someone hot likes it" or "the song titles were all eight words or more"

it me! and my pet! and my pet's pet!