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یک Hemorrhagic Cyst که رفت.

یک Thrush و چندین درد شکم از جمله یک Appendicitis.

at imam reza hospital. again a 24h Shift ahead, kind of unexpected.

i still feel estranged walking in the corridors of this hospital. my pacing is unsure, and unsteady. -- we had a 1-hour class on how to properly document important items, mostly for legal side of everything with dr. VakiliAmini. as he said it himself, it was bitter and unwanted. but necessary.

great ep. Woe's Hollow S02E04 of Severance.

At Hospital.

سندرم DiGeorge دیدم. ۱ ساعت و ۳۰ دقیقه دو طرف دستگاه Pulse Oximetry رو ایستاده فشار می دادم تا نوزاد توی CPR رو از دست ندیم. گاواژِ سرعتی از کودک ۳ ساله (پسر) گرفتم؛ دقیقا ۱۰ دقیقه قبل از مورنینگ ریپورت.

پاویون کنار بخش داخلی محمد‌ کرمانشاهی امروز سرد شده. پنجره دستیگره نداشت، با تکیه دادن رخت آویز ایستاده کمی جریان رو کم کردم. گفتند صبح یک نوزاد «اکسپایر» شده؛ اینترن صبح اورژانس ناراحت این بود. فعلا همین جایم، و کتابی را که شروع کرده بودم می خوانم. نسخه ی دیجیتالی اش را. با هایلایت های زرد، و سبز

دوباره خوانیِ کتاب How We Meditate از Pema Chodron رو شروع کردم.

شب قبل فیلم A Ghost Story از David Lowery، و Made of Air که کوتاهِ ۱۱ دقیقه ای بود را دیدم. با دو دوست نزدیک من.

پنج شنبه است. در پاویون م. کرمانشاهی ام. حدود ۳ ساعتی روتیشن کوید من طول خواهد کشید.

کوتاه از اونچه که 'Tumultuous Hours' خواندم: بیمار دختر بچه ی ۲ ساله ای که در PICU م. کرمانشاهی بستری بود و بدحال بود و GCS و FOUR پایینی داشت، داخل آمبولانسی که برای اعزام برای تصویر برداری مغز آماده شده بود بدحال تر شد. حالا به ونتیلاتور وصل هست، و رفلکس ها Abscent اند.

ارایه ی امروز من کنسل شد. د. حاتمی نمیاد، باران می باره و فردا روز تعطیل هست برای افرادی که کشیک اینجا نیستند. با DeepSeek، اوت لاین هایی که از بحث GERD کتاب Nelson Essentials می شد در آورد، در آوردم و پرزنتیشن پاورپوینت ایجاد کردم. حالا احتمالا افتاد برای هفته ی بعد.

less tumultuous hours. ah...

tumultuous days.

i drank a little less of half the ColdBrew sara brought for me. honestly im tired, even bored here. my preference is not to sit alone, and wait for the patients. i like hanging out with fellow interns, and discuss things and observations.

nighttime delivery for me.

what i really look forward to is to return home tomorrow at noon, and watch the second episode of Severance. and hug Korok! and to give a narrative of all these to Sara.

i had tumultuous hours at the ED visiting room. it was going well at first, i had time to stare at the computer screen and periphery until: 1- a 4 yo boy in hyperglycemic state (at home ~550, at ed~ 293), but abg was good. 2- a 5 yo girl with low saturation (91%), history of common cold in relatives

im at the pavilion right now. for some rest.

the 3rd year resident of pediatrics came to us at the ed visiting room. she'll gone and be graduated by spring. visibly unhappy about the new formation of visiting rooms. the smallest, and the most asphyxiating one was given to them, and the interns.

against the odds, i had a few very intimate conversations with my groupmates at work. one was on the verge of crying when telling us how she was exposed to aerosols of this patient when sent to Taleqani hosp. via an ambulance instead of me the otherday. and what disturbed her more was that...

i brought my tablet, my medications and 'Seyed Ali Salehi''s poems for today. this is the one we placed flowers into few years ago. they're still there, bizarrely pressed upon the pages.

beside the generous 'huggability' of the newly-arrived crocodile, the choice of music was refreshing too. i look forward to listen to some more London Grammar upon the end of this shift.

parsa was still unsure on his choice of relatively domestic animal, upon his return to Ilam. Gecko, Fish and someothers are there to be considered at, but he needs more time i suppose.

yesterday i had a nightmarish encounter with one of the fellow workers. although the misstep was from me, but her tone was too harsh and rude. now i cant preserve any mutual respect for her types anymore.

parsa suggested we allocate some quality time for some walks around the city for 'Glitch-Finding', meaning to locate places that hoard ancient times in it, or do various spells. im really excited. im a subservient snake for this.

parsa and sara gifted me a 'Crocodile Toy' yesterday night, when i was at my lowest and very fragile. it was awesome, and i hugged it all the night. im still thinking about it, to hug it more on my return probably tomorrow around 13:30. heres the photo.

arrived at the pavilion. im not yet sure about the time of the visits. nervousness is explicitly showing itself in my body, but i suppose i can handle it. this anticipation module is really harassing me. i cant be sure what comes next. anyway.

on my way to the m.k. pediatrics hospital. i have shift today. im nervous actually.

having intimate moments with Sara, and Parsa. Parsa suggested we take latenight walks soon to find so-called 'Glitches' in the city. places like 'Kolab' Mosque, and etc. im eager. i love them.

listened to some London Grammar radio at spotify, and bought myself a huge box of Alicafes. evenmore than that i walked the alleyways behind the so-called 'Tekieh Biglarbeigi', and it was wonderful. full of GEMS.

took a running session after a while, and tracked it with my watch. it wasnt remarkable though in accordance with its time, still im happy id done it.

tomorrow i have a shift. orthopedic shift, the third one it will begin from 8a.m. till 10a.m. the next day and it will be heavy, and exhaustive.

so im here. at blusky. i left threads, and X for here. -- i completed the lengthiest Novel from Reza Baraheni (Razhaye Sarzamine Man) just today. amazing read. around 1000 pages.