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apeda.bsky.social
she/her, 17 IB victim, not yet a survivor (M25) Crocheter since 2021 Anime nerd since 2015 I fw yttd, 1bitheart/1beatheart, walking on a star unknown, vocaloid, otome games and sometimes rhythm games (≧▽≦) apeda.straw.page
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i almost fell to my demise omw to school because it snowed a shitton then the snow crystallized and theres a bigass slide of frozen snow where the stairs used to be.

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second. cup of coffee. iits socold

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i feel my brain melting

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cant tell if i produce bangers when im sleepless or if my perception gets fucked up and i mistake my shit as bangers but i honestly dont care

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the post all-nighter energy burst before i collapse reminds me of a supernova

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im chalant af

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im so sleepy that im extra clumsy and keep making dumb embarrassing mistakes but im also so sleepy that i cant feel the embarrassment

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you know shit actually got real when you catch yourself dreading the citations more than the actual writing process

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PLAYING DELTARUNE CHAPTER 2 TO CELEBRATE

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FINISHED WRITING THIS FUCKASS PAPER LETS GO

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I might, in fact, be cooking

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HELL YEA IM FINISHING THIS FUCKASS RESEARCH PAPER TODAY!!! APPROXIMATELY 1/2 DONE IN ONE SITTING I WROTE ~1000 FUCKING WORDS AND IVE STILL GOT ANOTHER 6 HOURS FOR IT AND IM ALREADY DONE WITH ALL THE RESEARCHING STUFF IM ONLY WRITING THEM DOWN RN HELL FUCKING YEAAA

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YESSSS I LEARNED HOW TO GET MYSELF TO WORK IN A DEPRESSIVE EPISODE WTFWTF I THOUGHT THIS WAS IMPOSSIBLE OMGOMGOMG IM SO HAPPY RN

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how studying starts to feel after I have a single cup of iced coffee

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I hate this overwhelming state of constant stress sm I haven't felt it since 2021 but it's back and I hate it

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all my homies yearning

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okay now my dad hates that I eat unhealthy stuff so he rarely ever buys them but my mom and her bf like the same unhealthy stuff so they stock up every week except we run out super fast because there's 3 ppl that eat them. I can't win...

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ykw im shutting my brain off this week

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you know the manhwa was fire when i hit this combo

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im like Keiko except my convenience store is academics

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this was the main reason i managed to hold it together today actually

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yea sorry cant go back to being strangers if we sat in a call for 6 hours playing the entirety of deltarune's first chapter together, you're oomf for life now.

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they had a mixup with the system and my therapy appointment was deleted and im so fr gonna lose my mind

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if i dont get to see my therapist today imma go stay w my dad for a while to wind down

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im cooked chat its so over for us 😭🙏

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barely made it through this week thinking i should keep it together and handle this all in therapy today but there was a mixup and my session wasnt booked and im abt to break down like rn

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STOPP SOMEONE BURY MY CORPSE PLEASE GOD DAMN

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I'm gone 😞 so soon..

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this is wrong actually because i never miss. unless i wanted to cause an existential crisis then i mightve missed on purpose

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sometimes i get the urge to type lololol and then my brain flashbombs me with the yoosung crying sticker

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fantasy so good i calmed down and didnt end up relapsing

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give me myself back i miss her ur so mean

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i need to be isolated from everything and put into a room with a crochet hook and infinite yarn and stuffing and paper and pens with infinite ink and spotify and a window to a vast grassland to tell the time (+food, water, facemasks, soap, tissues & a bathroom) for a whole week without interruption

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me when the healthy coping mechanism doesnt work and i immediately start thinking abt relapse (im cooked)

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genuine tweakout im so cooked

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