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aphneb.bsky.social
drawer (artist) and fangirl 20 | she/her | eng/vn/jp
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can I be the personality admit? I bring nothing except good vibes and concerning behavior

finally submitted the long awaited app and spent 200+ on college apps (more if I told you the amount of transcripts I sent πŸ—Ώ) God why do I have to pay to possibly get rejected πŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—ΏπŸ—Ώ

oooo well time to pay 200 bucks to even afford to see if I have a chance to go to college 🫠

I want to be free from grinding and move onto a different kind of grinding PLEASE πŸ™πŸ™

yawn... #bluelock #ブルーロックFA #nagiseishiro #art

bringing a small standee to study with really does help :3

guys... what if... i just play a bit of ffxv... yeah.... just a little bit.... just a little.... as a reward.... haha....... hahaha...... ha.......

someone give me motivation to do something 🫠

think I'll be able to graduate with two associates by the end of this semester 😊 I'll do my best 😊

trying to get shit to submitted faster and on time so it wouldn't mess with my application status πŸ—Ώ genuinely gonna need to ask who thought it was a good idea to make an application window only open for two weeks

went to Pinterest to find a new gif for my lockscreen and then I began to spend at least another hour just scrolling and looking at isagi

how do I explain to the class that I got interested in linguistics because of a smut fanfic with really good plot

somehow I only got nagi 😣

I wonder how do people edit photos to make them super aesthetic 😭 envious of them πŸ˜”

got into all my safeties πŸ₯³ hopefully the other universities accept me 😭 i will pay good money with my very small funds for education please 😭😭

almost forgot to turn off my notifications for canvas because I do not want to know when things get graded 😭😭 i have anxiety from seeing my grades man 😭

been straight up fishing for like 10 hours on ffxv

reminding myself who I'm studying for

I said I would draw a character that's not isagi but... what if... isagi... again........

I think I'll bite the bullet and pay a steep amount of money for an application... I think I have a decent chance of getting in and if I do get in, there's lots of benefits I think it seems like a good school, maybe I'll be able to convince my parents to let me go somehow...

happy valentine's day everyone! I'll be spending each valentine's day alone until I'm 24 because apparently I will get cheated on if I ever get a boyfriend before then 😭 well it's not like I'll find someone anyway LOL I also like my alone time very much πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈ

gotta push through writing through a whole application in record time because I procrastinated hard 😭😭

duel #bluelock #ブルーロックFA #art

man I'm so tired but I can't even enjoy anything right now :') I can't play for more than like 30 minutes at a time before getting bored, can't draw because I have very little motivation to continue drawing, and I don't even want to eat anymore am I having another depression episode again... πŸ˜”

love how my reposts on tt can range from edits of my favorite character to brainrot

it's 11:30 I should be getting ready for bed BUT IM STILL THINKING OVER WHAT TO DO FOR THE BACKGROUND AHHHHHH

mf planning on doing a master's degree but dreads sending so many emails to multiple different people because of applications I'm mf... please I'm so tired and I dread emails because what if my grammar is bad 😭 my spelling? ugh 😭

it's been a while since I've shown a wip highkey struggling to think of a background rn because I cannot color until I've done the bg πŸ˜”