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argentvz.bsky.social
\\ 30, He/Him \\ I have no idea what I'm doing. \\ Pretending to be a (smol) dragon on the internet. \\ Into weird stuff and majorly depressed so expect to see both often. \\ Minors DNI, seriously. \\
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can have a little dissociation as a treat

everyone would be so much better off without me and it's made so obvious every single day

love how I've gotten the "my VR is broken" excuse twice for why people can't hang out with me but then they're on all the time so that feels fucking great just tell me you don't want to and be done with it instead of blatantly and provably lying, but I guess I don't deserve even that bit of honesty

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maybe i'll try to go to bed again, and maybe this time my brain will stay quiet...

late night being-plushie-sized-to-an-anthro-friend thoughts

apparently windows has the ability to tag PNGs now (which I guess has been a thing with PNG metadata for a while just not really easy to access/change?) so time to spend way too much time tagging thousands of saved images I have yippee....

crying thinking about getting a hug, more on this story at 11

don't really want to get up anymore, thanks brain for another hyper real anxiety dream that has had me genuinely unsure all morning if my car was stolen yesterday....

staying up way too damn late because I just wanted to finish this civ 6 game and the AI kept voting to take my diplomacy points away >:(

Thoughts racing too much even with melatonin and I just want to sleep...

big...paws... need... 🥺

paws...

Bed comfy....

all comes down to not being able to believe anyone loves me or that there's anything about me for anyone to love

feel like crying or sleeping and I don't know why...too much of the former lately and too early for the latter so idk...need a tolerance break so no gummy either....

didn't have getting fired up talking to my center-right dad over zoom this morning on my bingo card but here we are, whee calling people out for their shit sucks but at least my sister and I can tag-team it

in the "exhausted" phase of the depression cycle so maybe nap time...

just want to feel like my friends need and want me and that i'm not utterly invisible to nearly all of them

and there's the overwhelming hopelessness and worthlessness...

tired...

big avali big avali big avali manifest >:(

giant friends with the giant paws 🥺

Nap: risked Snooze: successful Bed: inescapable (help too comfy)

finally finished organizing all of my music and now it is time for sleep...

Think I'm going to stay in bed for a while...

If only the light coming through my window getting dimmer wasn't just a drifting cloud but instead a huge friend coming to say hello (or even just passing by)

Yes

looking at my friends lists and thinking "waow these people are so cool I wish I felt like I could talk to them more and am worth their time and energy"