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Queer weirdo (she/her), gen x, nerd, reader, fanfic writer. Permanent Supernatural brainrot, but currently very much in love with Bucktommy.
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Internally screaming (positive)

I'm one stupid comment away from closing down my social media accounts because I feel like I genuinely don't understand other people and want to shut myself away completely.

BREAKING: Fuck, what now?

Listen I know shit sucks but PLEASE find the things that make you happy and keep doing them. It is not frivolous. It is how you survive.

Next time I decide to reorganise my bookshelf somebody should shoot me.

Elif Shafak, "There are rivers in the sky"

Sometimes you just need a good book, a cup of tea and a bowl of snacks.

The thing that stood out most to me in Captain America: Brave New World - Sam is still first and foremost Sam, but ALSO Captain America, while Steve was mostly Captain America to a lot of people, and rarely just Steve.

I don’t need another man to crush on, but David Tennant man

Metatron's fanfic starts with Dean in the shower because nobody is normal about Dean Winchester.

Rewatching SPN S9... After the finale of S8 it would've made a lot of sense for Crowley to bond with Sam. Instead he became obsessed with Dean. What the hell happened in those weeks while Crowley was a prisoner in the bunker? 😂

Dear movie theatre, why is the the original non-dubbed version of Brave New World only playing at 9 PM? Some people need a bus to get home. 😩

... and the 81 "he asks" as well. Just shoot me now.

Editing. Short word for the long process of thesaurussing the 61 instances of "he says" out of a fic.

*points at self* once a clown always a clown 🤡

The SPN WIP of doom actually has a complete first draft now, and I even like most of it. Shocking, I know.

I'm once again struggling with a minor plothole that nobody will even notice, and Supernatural has done worse in a lot of episodes, and yet I can't leave it like that.

I think one of the wildest things about writing is how much a life of their own the characters have. You have a plan, you know the plot, you try to put it into words, and suddenly your own fic throws a plot twist at you.

One thing that really did grow on me over several rewatches is Megstiel.

Somehow for some reason Jensen Ackles went from good looking to stupidly attractive in the middle of S8. I blame the scruff.

Some Supernatural episodes I didn't like at first grew on me over time. "Man's best friend with benefits" is definitely NOT one of them.

Find joy where you can. Drink the cocoa, play the video game, watch the popcorn flick, dream about moving to the island paradise, whatever gives you a reason to keep being here. Related, don't squash joy. Let people have a spark of happiness. These days they're hard to come by.

I actually managed to add about 2,500 words to the Supernatural WIP of doom this week. 🎉