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will it just be another manipulation?

so much pain and exhaustion in her voice. and nothing will ever change my mind.

badly need that once in a decade ride

cincinnati

that was big, that was hard, but that was a step, that was progress.

how terrifying. how venomous.

eyes finally wide open...

do you even know? have you got any clue?

no one bad is ever truly bad; no one good is ever truly good. -Loki

it's almost that time to renew IDs again..

you're not ruined, you're just tired.

still here. still reaching. still trying to love in the only way i know how.

i am surviving. i am enough. even alone.

absolutes.

but nothing.

crying through the whole album is a whole 'nother level of pain and heartache. what a masterpiece.

when songs make you cry, it truly is heartbreaking.

that hug from that person, was long and revitalizing. don't wake me up.

the other side of the street.

don't choose something because it's poetic; choose something that truly makes you happy.

i'm so glad you don't believe in me.

i'm dangerously so into her..

force of habit, i guess.

no one could ever keep up with my thoughts.

expectations vs reality

i miss running in the mountains—the place i once called home. it remains as my dream in spite of the pain it brings right now.

how strange.

shot myself in the leg yup.

now more than ever.

i should really close that account.

what and who the fuck was that?

it's been five years

got karma real quick there

i don't think i can ever go back.

someday, it'll come back and bite me.

it's always nice to rediscover yourself.

everyone's playing that game again

haggstrom

i wish there was a way i could pat her back and say "i'm right here with you."

times like these makes me miss the mountains.

this feels like shooting myself in the leg.

somewhere out there, it's spring. i wish i was somewhere.

it's april; it's okay to break your heart every other day

i hate going out even more. creepy old dudes always seem to approach me. leave me alone.

starting over was such a good idea. there's still a lot to do.

today, there was progress.

anger and loneliness. emi.

what more? humans, they are hungry. that's why they eat their words.

i think humans are too greedy. to ignore the time you have now and then regretting it later on. greedy indeed.

a spring without you is coming