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i feel like i’m doing a bad job because I don’t have it in me to go to protests and organize anymore. I’m a frontline worker now and I hope that’s enough because that’s all I can physically, psychically do and even that is breaking me down

a little hope this week: we are still performing gender affirmation surgeries and I will keep taking care of and protecting these patients until i’m laying in a fucking casket. they’ll have to drag me off to the reeducation camp to make me stop.

i worked 4 days this week and then I slept for 24 of the last 36 hours

fluid shortage right when all these new grads got off orientation has them FUCKED up it’s over now, we’re allowed to override NS from the omnicell again. STOP HANGING YOUR 50-100ml INFUSIONS AS PRIMARIES BABE

i love being a nurse and doing hard shit

in these trying times we must all remember, abracadabra amor oo nana, abracadabra morta oo nana

i know these goons are keeping evidence based medicine for themselves but im really hoping they all take the steve jobs route

discussing an emergency plan with my psychiatrist for what to do if RFK Jr’s concentration camp comes knocking for my lamictal and to put my bipolar II ass in the organic farm mines

the catch-up hydration after a shift is so wild. just chugging 90 oz of water the moment i get home like i’ve been wandering the desert for 80 days and 80 nights

i’m gonna write fan fiction while i’m supposed to be paying attention to ~resiliency training~ if i finish a chapter i’ll drop a link

I have to be on zoom for 5 hours today and can I just say…. kill me

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I just watched #kant for the first time and i’m screaming at the top of my fucking lungs do re mi fa so so serving CUNT 😭 #eurovision #malta

something i really love about eurovision is seeing how american music trends play with european audiences for example, stomp-clap-hey disaster Ride by Zero Point Five won the public vote in the Luxembourg Song Contest. it’s 2011 in Luxembourg

Israel’s participation in eurovision this year is pretty controversial. last year there was a lot of… unsavory behavior by israeli broadcasters & outright queerphobic shit-talking against multiple other performers. as well as the song being fundamentally rulebreaking. so. drama ahead

here is a thread of my personal favorite #eurovision entries

I’m behind on Eurovision shit this year, time to ramp up my dedication to my bread and circus distraction of choice

where’s nursesky i wanna get in with all the cool bedside RNs bitching about healthcare on the internet

*quiet voice* but kendrick needs to stop brining people like dr “i love beating the absolute shit out of women” dre on stage with him

Kendrick Lamar deserves to win the very first Nobel Hate Prize

sorry to my followers, i promised shitposts but it’s only doomposts

Everyone needs to get their advance directives in order right now because you cannot trust your loved ones to make choices for you when they’re facing the grief and devastation of your incapacitation.

another selfish thing is that when healthcare falls apart i’m gonna have to do a type of nursing i just DONT like. i don’t want to take care of constant exacerbations of chronic illnesses leading to a slow functional decline I WANT my post-op oncology patients

there’s a lot of reasons why all of this is horrible but i feel very selfishly stung and resentful that I JUST started a new career to be financially stable, am firmly middle class for the first time in my life, and it just… doesn’t matter?

fuck football forever public health menace, bread and circuses shit

being mediocre at understanding finances beyond basic savings and credit feels like it’s going to lead to my literal death in this timeline

i have a robust savings account but idk what good that is if they crash the value of the USD bank run to withdraw 20k that’s worth less than toilet paper at costco???

wearing my vest at work tonight so i can try and look supremely unbothered rather than ill

also i’ve completely lost track of how much tylenol i’m taking

i can’t breathe through my nose at ALL so i can’t really eat because i run out of air trying to swallow my own spit let alone chewing and swallowing a bite of food