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bdkl.bsky.social
I was a sous chef. The lifestyle sucks. šŸ” Now, I am re-discovering my love of reading, programming, and learning.
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I prefer restless over impending doom so Iā€™ll take it

I can barely read for ten minutes without feeling impatient And I really love reading šŸ„ŗ

I have been struggling with sitting still since Iā€™ve been on Zyprexa

Exhausted Friends Slowly Realize They Were Playing Board Game Wrong Entire 6 Hours

im sorry but video games just arenā€™t profitableā€¦.. call of duty only made ceo doug duty 20000000 dollars this year so you can see why we have to fire everybody

Jeff Rosenstock is my spirit animal

i donā€™t trust anything anyone says bc iā€™ve been considered ā€œhighly intelligentā€ my entire life and iā€™m the stupidest person i know

Facebook deleted. Instagram deleted. Zuck it.

Facebook account deleted šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø

18yo me, smoking a joint and drinking espresso, did not think 38yo me would be studying linear algebra drinking decaf coffee and smoking pure cbd Did I sell out?

Shoutout to salt, natureā€™s perfect food

Anyone who tells you to follow your passion is already rich.

Are there ā€œgruntā€ coders out there? Where do I go to just have a very clear cut defined role with a decent pay (Iā€™d be happy with 55-60k a year for the rest of my life (match inflation yearly)) Some of these entry level roles have intimidatingly large salaries for someone who lived in restaurants

Similarly in being a chef, I was better as a grunt. Tell me what you want me to do, Chef. I am not an artist. I am really good at doing what Iā€™m told but fuck me if I am supposed to be creative enough to create something from pure instinct lol

The concepts of programming are not foreign to me I learned them quite young But the practice and application of coding is somehow beyond my scope

Trying to find out a universally agreed upon programming language to learn first is a terrifying ordeal

But moderation is my enemy I couldnā€™t even moderate weed

I turned my escape from drug addiction into a legal drug addiction

I also didnā€™t think Iā€™d be the guy who drank nearly 4 grams of caffeine every day before I realized I had a problem #coffee

I never thought Iā€™d be the guy drinking decaf #coffee

Been streaming Pillars of Eternity 1 the last couple of days :) Rolling a Human Cipher. Never really gave this one much attention

Iā€™m now realizing working in an environment with zero HR overhead (kitchens) and aiming to go into a profession that is mostly office-oriented means Iā€™m technically a little socially neutered on how to not offend people. And that scares me.