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beaniemoth.bsky.social
He/they puppyboy Weirdo nerd who loves mozerella sticks, lego and video games 🎮 🏳️‍⚧️ AuDHD and always eepy | 🔞 minors dni | sometimes nsfw Free 🇵🇸
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maybe the universe letting me have an online presence was a mistake

me: I wonder why I'm so shit at communicating and maintaining relationships my parents: (get into a weeklong fight over a decorative weather vane)

joining the polycule but as the communal fleshlight that someone happened to own before getting involved that now just sorta gets kept in a draw until someone remembers about it

Me: “Man, Cuphead was such a cool game, why didn’t I finish it?” *plays Cuphead for 5 minutes - dies 34 times* Me: “Right.”

bark at your elected officials

choice paralysis! in the fabric softener aisle

joining a polycule but like as the cute pet everyone fights for custody over if it breaks down

i have to have this conversation with my mum like once a month

i would literally bark for u and let u hold my collar if u want

talking about the logistics of polyamory is never going to not be exceptionally funny to me - but also i think is a testament to the ability for someone to Love in such a unique and holistic way that they overcome the innate burdens of like, doing a Stand-Up meeting with their girlfriends weekly

being forced to leave the house today and I don't like that at all

really fw collars as a declaration of identity and not a symbol of ownership and i think thats why i self-describe as a stray dog more than anything else

yeah I'm trans. no, not gender. former! *turns into a perfectly preserved 1971 Hyundai Grande Ventura TS*

me awake at 4.00am and doomscrolling: y'know what I think i feel a bit better now

i've been going through some stuff lately but i'm still gonna be cute about it

bitches really hate showers until they're all soft and clean (im bitches)

not sure about what they've done to Midas though, but that might just be because I'm overly attached to the original

nevermind my crippling depression i've just seen that there's a cool furry in the fortnite battle pass

normally i can't even see my injection site the day after but it's kinda obvious today, i wonder what was different

girls are so cute . love my wife

but what if instead of facing my trauma and deep well of buried emotions instead i look at memes online and play silly little video games, this is surely a healthy coping mechanism

sometimes i just think of all the trans kids who might have to go through the same pain as me because this world won't just let trans people exsist and I just want to scream over and over because we deserve to be ourselves, we deserve to be happy

Being radicalized increasingly since 2016 has just been banging my head against this post indefinitely.

fight a dragon with your tits out

like hey maybe i haven't actually processed the trauma of growing up with the wrong childhood as well as I thought okay okay okay

saw a video of some kids having fun on tiktok and the top comment was 'crying bc I'll never be a teen boy in a garage band w my friends' and it turns out i am not in the emotional state to be seeing stuff like that right now, ow

Trans women deserve to be annoying

it's comforting seeing luigi all over my discover feed again, like welcome back i missed you

BDSM-5

I think we are reaching critical mass with puppy girls and are facing a historic low of cat girls the whole ecosystem is on the verge of collapse if we don't find a way to reach equilibrium

spiralling, but it's like a gentle stroll kinda spiral so every now and again you stop and are like 'ah yes i'm considerably worse, surely this will not continue'

depression and anxiety r together, npd and bpd r also making out sloppy style. they're all in a polycule together

the new infinity nikki update cannot come soon enough i have been promised spooky things and that better mean spooky outfits

you are not immune to weird sexy British coffee man

reading my own replies back and realising i'm never beating the bot accusations

sorry for anyone who has interacted with me, I try to be normal but overdo it and loop back into uncomfortable I think, and then my autism adds a nice sprinkling of uncanny valley on top

i am both a deeply unserious person but also very serious at the same time in a way that is confusing to everyone including myself

normal girl normal needs

I know trans healthcare works and people can’t “always tell” because I went to see a doctor yesterday, I told them what was wrong, and they believed me and put me on the correct course of treatment straight away which would not happen if they had the tiniest inkling that I was a woman

if you ever see me making the same post i did like 2 days ago it's because i forgot about 10 seconds after i posted it

taking my hrt vial on little trips to the park so it can experience some of the joy it brings me