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Why is city skylines like actually pissing me off so bad rn 😭 I’m too unmotivated to care about ALL the details, but then get annoyed when all the details aren’t perfect😭

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Gauges vs adhd is the battle of the century. I just wanna size up but I know just cuz they feel fine doesn’t mean they are fully healed and waiting is the way to play it safest. I’ve just wanted gauges for ages and for the longest time I didn’t realize how much actual time it takes😭

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Time moving makes me so anxious when I think about it. I was looking forward to Canada for like a month and it felt like it was so so far away and now I’ve been back for a week like WTF

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Me before friends come over: what if I accidentally leave the lube out?!😓 My friend with a whole vibrator on her desk when we hang:

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I have made myself too much of a people pleaser and it’s like my fucking brain is wired to just continue it. I DONT WANT TO SEE OR INTERACT WITH THIS PERSON AT ALL AND MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE JUST CUZ IK THEY ARE PROBABLY LONELY LIKE I CANNOT BE PUTTING RANDOS BEFORE MYSELF

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My gut is telling me no but for some reason my silly little brain is like “ok but it could be a weird time” like that’s not a good thing necessarily 😭

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How to tell someone that I respectfully don’t fuck with them 😭

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This guy loves me so so much 👉👈🥲

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I actually love women so much. Why did my friend say her birthday was the last day in March instead of just saying the day. I love little language things like that. I love loving ppl sm

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When I say I miss the rage I mean I miss the adrenaline rush from hitting a vape/cart in a bathroom stall.

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It’s lowkey ableist when concert lineups have the worst font imaginable and then don’t put any of the information together. Like why do I have to spend 4 mins just looking for the date and place before I can even begin to look at the artists listed in the most illegible font they could’ve chosen.

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The more I read about afab adhd the more angry and sad I feel about society. Why did it take us so long to actually listen to women?! Like holy fuck there’s literal thousands of ppl experiencing similar things and it was just pushed to “laziness” or something dumb like BFFR

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Literally in my depression era wtf. Hoping that stopping this BC will make things better but ultimately I’m just worried it’s not a hormonal issue, i just have depression and need to go on meds. But only time will tell 🙃

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I don’t like Kanye anymore for obvious reasons but Violent Nights will never not make me a bit emotional. Like it feels like he’s fr speaking from his heart. Like acknowledging that he’s wronged women in the past and that he doesn’t want his daughters treated like that just hits me in a spot.

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Not that it’s the struggle Olympics or anything but I can’t take Canadians complaining about pricing seriously😭 like stuff is the exact same price except it’s in CAD so it’s actually like a third cheaper than the US. Like I’m fr paying less for more here 💀

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Healing is realizing that the Snapchat camera purposely makes you look like shit and purposely exaggerates ur imperfections. I WILL NOT LET THAT EVIL HOE CONTRIBUTE TO MY SELF ESTEEM ISSUES

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Want to watch Dune but don’t wanna take and Adderall just to watch 6 hours of sci-fi movies 😭

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Cant stop thinking about when I got the ick from a great uncle or something. He said I wasn’t listening to him when he called my name because I didn’t have a husband yet and I have never gotten it faster in real time. I have to mute his Facebook to keep me from blocking his ass

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God I just hate the fact that it feels like my brain is trying to work against me so often like I can’t have shit without contradicting myself 24/7

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Sometimes I think about driving and I’m like “I can’t wait until I have more freedom of travel” and other times I think about driving and it makes me physically sick 😋 I’m doing a lot better overall but it still scares the shit out of me

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I love my mother so so much but there are definitely some things I’d be better at if she didn’t stress me out about them 😭

submitted 357 days ago • 1 comment

Heard the ppl upstairs fucking so they have probably heard me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 wanna crawl in a hole and die I SEE THEM AT THE GYMM tbh tho it’s probs more embarrassing on their end today cuz homegirl was LOUD

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Religiously watching the dance scene in Saltburn weekly. I love it with every fiber of my being. Like there’s nothing more freeing than dancing around naked. Like it’s just so unbelievably groovy. I want to have a mansion just to dance naked in, it’s like my body, heart and soul yearns for it.

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I NEED TO BE A DRAG KING RICK JAMES I NEED TO BE A DRAG KING RICK JAMES I NEED TO BE A DRAG KING RICK JAMES I NEED TO BE A DRAG KING RICK JAMES I NEED TO BE A DRAG KING RICK JAMES I NEED-

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I want (need) to make art. Like I want to Make something that will inspire others. I want to make something that ppl will think or stare at for hours. I want to create something impressive.

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Me: Idk why I thought I had OCD Also me every other week: IF I DONT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS MY BF AND FAMILY ARE GOING TO DIE AND IT WILL BE MY FAULT

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When I say I wish we lived in simpler times and ppl are like “YEAH WELL YOU WANNA DIE AT 30?” Like yeah I wouldn’t mind 😭 this shit is exhausting I wanna live before technology and just homestead and die young.

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Thinking about how much happier and more successful I’d be if a couple of wires were plugged in differently 😋

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I wish they could just hook me up to a machine that scans my brain and body and just print out wtf is wrong with me. I don’t want to self diagnose but talking to professionals is exhausting. I’m gonna turn 40 one day and actually get my shit together and find out I have like 5 other disorders

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Used to not understand men throwing controllers and punching holes in the walls but I’m just trying to factory reset this iPad I’m locked out of and it makes me want to destroy every piece of tech in this room

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Computers and internet shit makes me so unbelievably angry because it’s like your ONLY FUCKING TASK is to do this single function and you’re not fucking doing it.

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Make anything tech related actually fucking user friendly challenge: Literally impossible for companies to do!!!!!!!

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2019 was 5 years ago 😐

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Me at least once a week: why the FUCK did I put up with that person for 6 MONTHS?!!! (the answer is cheap rent + my pride)

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She C on my D til I O, call that OCD

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Ppl who haven’t changed since highschool are either the most authentic person you’ll meet or literally an indescribable annoyance of a human.

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Everytime I think about how expensive shit is i fantasize about being a billionaire and making things cheap for every. Like I remember learning about the insulin costs when I was a kid and being like “when I’m rich I’m gonna make it cheap for everyone that needs it”

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Social media is crazy cuz why do I know the deets of people I met once at a frat party 3 years ago 😭😭

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Gonna start a web series called “Its Mostly Sunny in Philadelphia” where I just come up with shitty episode ideas for IASIP

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That moment when 🎶ITS 8 O CLOCK IN THE MORNING NOW IM ENTERING MY BED! HAD A FEW DREAMS ABOUT YOU I CANT TELL YOU WHAT WE DID 🎶

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I want a deeper voice but like just so I can scream and sing in a deeper voice 😭 like when I talk I’m content but when it comes to singing n shit like I want to be able to go LOW

submitted 369 days ago • 0 comments

I’ve been lowkey depressed for like a week now I can’t wait to get this BC fucking out of me

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I hate that it takes genuine effort sometimes for me to not self sabotage. Like i constantly have to tell myself “no you can’t ruin your life rn” and it’s actually exhausting sometimes.

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Thinking heavily about changing my name but everytime I hear one I like it instantly makes me think of someone Ik or a character/actor so then I’m like “I can’t just name myself after this character” but I might just end up doing that 😭

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