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bella-stardust.bsky.social
I'm a queer, autistic woman. I like anime, play a lot of video games, I'm into vintage tech, I collect VHS and in general I'm a pop culture scholar
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completely unrelated but for a sec I thought this was a pic of that bdsm castle, you know the one

I may be incredibly lonely and the world may be ending but at least I have really nice tits

I don't think I should interact with other people anymore I will just scream into the void from now on

I have kind of decided that nothing matters and I can't trust or count on anyone so I'm just going to mentally check out. it makes me feel sad, also kind of guilty but I feel like I've tried everything. people are inherently disappointing and not caring is the only way I can cope

decided to watch some adventure time. the second I heard that outro song I started bawling 😭😭😭 all my comfort shows just feel like lies. good doesn't triumph over evil, people don't get what they deserve, love doesn't win, real life literally never works like that

the other reason aside from price is that in general I am not a fan of "smart" things. I don't want an Alexa, I don't want a smart TV, I don't want my microwave to connect to my wifi, etc, etc a few bulbs here and there I'm mostly okay with (I'm still paranoid they're spying on me tho)

I just got my first smart bulbs and I feel so futuristic and fancy! we're not super poor but we definitely don't have "spend $20 on a light bulb" money a 2-pack that was on sale for like $16. I felt like that was more reasonable and I was feeling kind of frivolous what with the world ending

saw someone post a keep calm and carry on meme in 2025, that is also an immediate block

the most of have ever spent on a car is $3,300 and I've only owned 3 cars in my life. I spent $900 on a shitty 96 ford escort when I graduated high school, I think I had it for like 3 yrs. then I got a 94 accord that I had for 4-5 yrs and after that a 01 honda civic I've had for like 13 yrs 1/

sharing so I can easily show my wife later lol

my tiny little baby Gandalf (we're pretty sure he's a scottish terrier/chihuahua mix) just loves laying under my weighted blanket with me, it blows my mind eventually he will get too hot and claw his way out which is hilarious to watch

when a pornstar you like gets questionable plastic surgery and you want to unfollow them because you're not really attracted to them anymore but you feel guilty because they seems like a cool, decent person but also 99% of their posts are horny posts that make you sad now

I'm really liking retro electro workshop. while it's still simple enough for the average person to follow they go way more in depth about what they're doing and why compared to similar shows most will give you a quick montage of the items being fixed but it's a small part of the actual show. 1/

sometimes I feel guilty for my willingness to cutoff or disengage from people these days. I wish I had the energy to stick around and teach people to be decent, if not literally then at least by example but I'm barely holding on. I can't handle pettiness and negativity dragging me down any further

I talk about most people being shit quite a lot but I have met "good" people it's extremely depressing but I just never vibed with any of them. I thought they were amazing, admirable human beings. we got on well enough but I'm certain none of us would have enjoyed hanging out together

I both am and am not a country girl. like I grew up in the country outside a tiny town in the middle of nowhere. I didn't live on a farm but I lived next my grandpa's non-functioning farm. so I still played in haylofts but no chores and very few animals (mostly cats). I played in the woods a bit 1/

there's a road called possum run near our house and it always makes me think of the red green show

sometimes I wish I had the executive function for onlyfans because I look really good naked, like I know douchey incels like to pretend you snap a few pics and the money starts pouring in but that shit takes a lot of effort

me because I'm lazy and this desk is heavy af I will use the floor jack to put the furniture pads under the legs!☝️🤓

mechanic girl (I'm actually just moving the garage around)

I wouldn't say I "collect" comics because I don't really care about rarity or condition. I just buy things relevant to my interests or that I think look cool/interesting like if I'm at an antique store or something and a comic catches my eye and is cheapish, I'll buy it

I found a new(ish) show I didn't know about! m.imdb.com/title/tt2689...

I like the show roadworthty rescues I used to watch the old vice grip garage videos on YouTube that it's based on where they'd try to get cars that have been sitting for decades running and drive them home

I think a big theme of my late 30s/early 40s (aside from nazis) is going to be finally accepting that I'm a pretty decent person and most people do in fact suck and it's not arrogant or narcissistic to feel that way

I got it out! I've never worked on a dishwasher before I didn't know they were so light, like an empty trashcan lol

successfully shut off and disconnected the water crossing my fingers that pulling it out goes okay

I took pics with and without a snap filter and decided to post the unfiltered pics because I genuinely liked them, which always feels nice I don't look amazing or anything but most the time I'm relatively content with my looks

I feel eternally blessed that most of the time when I read a little masc it's in the hot lesbian way

be the sexy handy-woman you want to see in the world (this is my "work" fit)

the dishwasher ended up going therough all the cycles fine but it has a leak that's just bad enough that it needs addressed so today I'm getting high and taking apart a dishwasher 😎

I was obsessed with real ghostbusters when I was little. I was super jealous of my cousin who had the firehouse playset and ecto-1 but I at least had the proton pack, pke meter and trap toys. I ran around catching ghosts for hours

my stranger things flashlight, it was on clearance for like $8 I didn't really care that it was stranger things I just liked that it looked like the old flashlights my grandpa had

I saw this shit coming which is why I filed our taxes the second we were allowed, managed to get our refunds before all this started when I filed I said "hopefully we're lucky enough to get our refund, it might be the last one we ever get"

gonna watch real ghostbusters for a bit

I'm thinking it might be time to retire the old pbr box as controller storage, I'm not sure how much longer it's going to hold up

if you start talking about being a puppy girl I immediately assume you are annoying and have no personality

I think a big reason it was easier to mask my autism when I was younger is that I grew up in a small town my school was so small I had pretty much the same 40-50 kids as classmates from kindergarten to senior yr. eventually I figured everyone out enough to compensate for my lack of social skills