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blackcats46.bsky.social
✨A sheet of cosmic toilet paper✨ Also a cat mother, reader, writer, aroace creature, and coffee enthusiast. I'm awkward, and I am an independent goblin in a malfunctioning human suit. It's gonna get weird :) She/her
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Today is a bad pain day, so I'm taking it easy, chilling with my bestie, their cat, youtube, and my fidget pad (clicking noises help me stay focused),and not overdoing things. A nice stretch of peace. It's perfect.

My cat (Raymond, closest to the camera) snuggling with my sibling's cat (Smartie, mostly void cat)outside my bedroom door, taking a nap

Well, I had a repeat test yesterday. Guess whose internal organs are healing and now only contain mild inflammation! Next on my medical to do list is figure out why I keep getting migraines. Cannot express how much I loathe migraines.

I forget where i read this but Stop calling them TERFs. They are not feminists. They are Feminism-Appropriating Ridiculous Transphobes. They are FARTs.

Are YOU a real ace in the hole? Sending love and respect to everyone on the asexuality spectrum. Your existence is valid and important. Be you, be proud. You are loved. And a reminder for the aces AND the allos: You dont have to fuck to be fab. #internationalasexualityday

This beautiful void is so sweet, he's cuddling up to me 🩷

Bag End in Spring. 🌱

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My insomnia is acting up, so I'm snuggling this sweet void 🩷

Sleepy kitty 🩷🐈‍⬛

Evening with this handsome void 🩷 he's a sweetheart, taking full advantage of the hot water bottle (don't worry, it was filled a couple of hours ago, it's just warm now)

Hot chocolate made with oat milk, a Sweet Freedom chocolate sauce, and Free From Fellows vegan mini marshmallows. A much needed treat.

This handsome baby boy 🩷🐈‍⬛

Road signs. They absolutely confused the hell out of me. And division. I understood that when I was dividing up stuff for my siblings. Numbers have always perplexed me.

Chilli, specifically with beans, chickpeas, carrots, cauliflower, mushrooms, onions, garlic, seasoning, and tomatoes only. That's one meal I've never had trouble devouring, even when my health is at its worst. I love chilli.

I'm now on the countdown to my next mega-antacid dose. I've had my painkillers and the meds that stop my nerves sending signals wrong, so now I'm on the countdown to 3am. I'm in a lot of pain and idk why yet. Roll on 3am, I'll be able to sleep and not have protesting organs! 🫠

It's cold, but it's sunny, and I'm in the back of my parents' car, watching the world whizz past, my earbuds blasting MeatLoaf songs into my ears. It's the most at peace I've felt all week.

A few days ago, this darling void provided me with this beautiful reaction image. He's a real little character 😂🩷 the look of disapproval is everything

Fascism is here. The list of words Trump is banning from government is the most stunning document of our time. Click the image below to see how many words Trump and Musk have canceled as part of their new Reich. 🔗: www.nytimes.com/interactive/...

This beautiful void has the judgiest expression 😂😂 I do love this menace of a cat

This beautiful void cat. He's been an actual menace, but he's such a sweetheart too.

This beautiful baby boy 🩷 he's an excellent cat, even when he's behaving like a little gremlin.

My mum's cat taking a nap on my sister's lap 🩷 and yes, he sometimes sleeps with one eye open, he's had to share a sleeping area with Raymond 😂 everyone who's shared a sleeping area with my cat sleeps on alert.

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My Raymond 🩷 he's an extremely photogenic little man. He has decided that he likes being told he's adorable, so he will rub his nose and cheek on my cheek just to hear me laugh and tell him that he's adorable. I've had a lot of cats in my life, but I've never met one like him.

My beautiful Raymond, right before he started affectionately headbutting me and purring loudly enough to shake his whole body

Quiet evening watching Sam and Colby videos, my mum's cat asleep on the other sofa, a wholly peaceful evening for me.

Another day, another crushing headache. The fortunate thing is that this time, it's responsive to the painkillers, and the nausea abated when the painkillers kicked in. I can't express how relieved I was when it responded to painkillers.

Lip bar lost its ball again. I gave up, I had one that fit it perfectly, and it fell out, so I've bought new bars. I'm so done chasing my jewellery to make it functional. Only now, I have to have a retainer in and it feels wrong.

Spending time with this beautiful void. My mother's cat, Gilbert, still having sight and hearing problems, so he's my cuddle buddy while I'm reading. 🩷

Still have the nightmare headache, still can't trust myself to use stairs. It's a good thing I love my bed so much.

Turns out that I can't trust myself to do anything safely atm. I keep going dizzy now and I have had two separate instances of temporary deafness today. So I'm using my hot water bottle as a pillow to ease my headache!

When I saw my cat after getting home, he screamed at me all the way upstairs, then very gently booped his nose against mine, and gave me a very gentle headbonk, just smushed his cheek against mine super gently for the very first time. He's too usually excitable to be so gentle, this feels special 😂🩷

I'm homeeeeee! I'm happy to not have a cannula in now 😂

Close to freedom, allergic to the daylight. My eyes are itchyyyyyyy!

Nerve meds acquired, new roomie for the night acquired, lovely lady, this feels like a good night for sleep 😊

Yeah, your girl is free as of tomorrow, provided I'm all good overnight. All I want is to sleeeeep, but no, I need my nerve meds first. 🙃

My son got a pic of a snowy rainbow this morning.

CW: Blood, vomit, hospitals . . . . . Well, day 3 and I'm in hospital 🫠 I ended up vomiting blood in the small hours of the morning. Migraine still in full force, but not in immediate danger 😊. And this place has vegan food!!! It's the little things. Picture of Raymond from my sister

I'm on day 2 of a migraine that's got me stuck in bed, nauseous, and having vicious temperature bounces, despite ibuprofen (also normal for my condition, just annoying). My cat gave me a huge headbonk and some purrs because he wanted to help 🩷

My mum's cat, still in recovery, watching my dad in the living room earlier. He's a very special boy, he's almost 16, and the gentlest cat I've ever known. He's a very sweet cat.

Your enemy is not your neighbor… Your enemy resides in the White House. Simple as that. ✨

Late night with @catsandnihilism.bsky.social 's little baby. I feel kinda unwell rn (it's part of my disability, nothing unusual), and this little darling is my company. Like his human, he's excellent at making me happy when my body is malfunctioning more than usual 🩷🐈‍⬛

Got messages from my mum last night regarding her elderly cat (15yo, pictured). Since my kitten came into his life, Gil has lost a lot of weight. He had a little health crisis this last week, so he's been away from the other cats. He's gained weight again! He's still deaf, but he's chunky and deaf!

happy #caturday from the world's worst bath toy