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bleedpermafrost.bsky.social
Closeted pretransition trans girl anarchist she/her 19 yo
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Just remembered I listened to girl in red for a year and still thought I was cishet somehow… lol

Someone bite my neck and drain my blood while playing with my hair pls :3

I JUST GOT FUCKING REJECTED BY MY DREAM UNI IM GONNA CRY 😭

Why is life so painful I cant even sleep without feeling guilty… Whats the fucking point?

I feel bad and hate myself 💞✨(my brain chemistry is broken)

Can someone please suffocate me 🥺

Shoutout to the Rolling Stone

Henry Kissinger won't hear you making fun of him dying, but I will. And I will enjoy it a lot. Please continue. And maybe comment or quote this, seriously, I really want to hear it.

I JUST WENT TO A MCR COVER BAND AT A BAR AND IT WAS THE MOST FUN IVE HAD IN A LONG TIME WHOOOOOOOO 🖤🖤🖤🖤

I just read Korkuyorum (I Am Scared) by Ferit Edgü (there is an english translation) and it was such a reflective experience. Its a great reflective experience on modern society and Turkey that highlights modern problems and reflects on fear itself. I give it a 5/5 its a short read but worth it.

I DRANK TOO MUCH COFFEE IM FUCKING VIBRATING HELP

I GOT MY FIRST SKIRT!!!

I’m drunk and I feel prettyyyy!

Im drunk at a balkan restaurant and let me tell you: THERE IS NOTHING SCARIER THAN DRUNK BALKAN MEN DANCING!

A forgotten lover under the shine of the moonlight It hurts so much when you avert your eyes I thought your smile could rebind the pieces of my soul long lost Mistaken was I,mistook your eyes with stars My tears stolen from my eyes No lake, no wind, no god to stop the everstreaming river of my cries

I think the boy I like doesn’t like me… Yay heartbreak 💔

The stiches of my fav shoe fucking exploded 😭

I drank a little and feel so calm no thoughts just puppy :3

I forgot to take my meds today!!! Im gonna cry I feel so horrible 😢

I suddenly feel so lonely as if I can never be loved my brain hates me fr

Whats with all these spam follow bots I keep getting excited seeing that someone cool followed me only for the account to be a bot 😭

I get so aroused when I drink 🤭🥰

Im tipsy and trying to study I feel funny ☺️

Man I wish I could feel pretty sometimes

I FINISHED TWO BOOKS TODAY!! I think Ive missed reading Im starting to regain that passion :)) 💞 For those wondering I read “The Invisible Man” by H.G.Wells and “Diary of a Madman” by Gogol

Will I ever be free from the shackles of societal expectations 💞

I keep self regulating my actions and suppressing my femininity and its so exhausting… 🥺

My parents wedding song was Imagine by John Lennon. They sure as hell didn’t imagine that their daughter would be a fa*…

NEW BOOK HAULLL ☺️🥰

nice social cue you got there. it would be a SHAME if i missed every single one

I think my mental health is actually improving I havent felt as hopeful I do now in a loooong time!!! YAYY 🥰🖤

Watched the worst movie last night. I ended up on a weird site filled with movies so I just chose one. It started with two women getting undressed and making love and I got really interested to see how the story will progress. Maybe one will take out the ring of Mordor or a sword but nope

Finally finished “A Room of One’s Own” yesterday. It was sooo good its a bit dated relating to its understanding of sex and gender but it has such a good analysis of literature by and about women in a patriarchal society! Very insightful 💞

I both love and hate life at the same time 💞 Good night everyone!!!

I wish I could share and express the unimaginably high amount of love in my heart

I think somehow my depression is lessening a little. I feel way better compared to last week yuppiiee 🥰

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I just read a book about the experiences of a lesbian girl written in my native language(which is rare cause homophobia ✨) and it is so beautiful love is so beautiful my heart is fluttering!!! If you know Turkish please read “Ellerin Ellerimde” (your hands are in mine) by Deniz Erkardağ

The Private Life of Plants is one of the best fucking books I have ever read! It literally redefined my definition of love ❤️