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PhD candidate studying queer CanLit and activism. Talk nerdy to me 🤓📚📚
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Working on getting out of my depression has been a struggle, but at least I’m going to drag queen bingo tonight

I guess enough time has passed that I’m just numb rather than emotionally devastated, but I was de-registered from my PhD program about a month ago because I dropped the ball on communication. It’s been a rough month, and I’m trying to pick up the pieces to weigh my options.

Relatedly, if a game has romance options where all the characters are playersexual, I just don’t care

I would give anything to have Pornchai crack my neck like he did Belinda’s right now #WhiteLotus

I think I want to take a solo trip somewhere sometime in the next few months. Any recommendations, somewhere not super expensive?

Mental health has been in decline for a while now, but my birthday is this weekend so at least I can look forward to not doing anything to celebrate that 👍🏻

My partner’s away, so I spent the last two days painting our bedroom. I’ve only been meaning to do it for two years now 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ugly cried while watching a comedy movie last night, so that’s where I’m at mentally.

I’m finally listening to an Amy Winehouse album I bought months ago. This is old news, but talk about a talent gone too soon 😭

The best part about the lack of object permanence that comes with ADHD is rediscovering a perfect album for what feels like the first time.

A day of great productivity, followed by bad news that requires existential thought I did not want to consider right now. Great.

I’m 10,000 words into my current diss chapter, with about 6,000 words of nonsense and 500 words about the novels I’m discussing. I’m doing this right, right?

I’m going to see it tomorrow and I am so fucking excited!

I decided to join a queer marching band my friend started, which means I have to re-learn the clarinet after about 15 years. I hope my partner doesn’t mind the inevitable squeaking (not that he has a choice)

I used to laugh at the idea of people reading an article just for a footnote, but here I am reading a full book to write a paragraph.

So it’s officially “being outside gives me brain freeze” weather. Cool.

Whoever thought it was a good idea to make an entire wall in my condo out of windows clearly hadn’t lived through a proper Toronto winter

At a certain point of insomnia, my partner’s snoring just starts to sound like gloating.

Instagram saw this first, but I figured I’d share on here. You know, to prove I’m real or whatever. Also if you want to follow my instagram (which I don’t post to often, but plan to use more), my account is buckwild93

Another year, another polar vortex 🥶🥶

I made myself a bagel before my meds kicked in. It’s been sitting here, uneaten for about an hour now.

Does anyone on here have digital access to “A Companion to Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, and Queer Studies,” edited by Haggerty and McGarry? I need two of the chapters and don’t have access myself 😅🥹

My writing style: write a paragraph, then zone out on my phone for 20 minutes. At this rate, I’ll finish my dissertation by 2030

Do I edit my close friends list on instagram every time I post even a mildly spicy pic?

I didn’t realize the new Dragon Age game had been released until last night, and I now mourn any productivity I may have had in the foreseeable future.

*Finally* saw Wicked tonight! I’m convinced Jeff Goldblum hasn’t actually had to act in a movie since The Fly. Every other role is just Goldblum being Goldblum.

I watched the first few episodes of The Traitors last night, and my main takeaway is that at least I don’t sweat as much as Tom Sandoval eating breakfast.

Finally going to see Wicked this weekend 🙌🏻

Today’s the day I actually get started on my dissertation again. Who knew it would be so stressful to write about joy?

One of the most relatable things I’ve heard in a long time

Decided to work in a cafe today and discovered that I actually have to *do* the work and not just sit here. Rude.

4 hours into baking for tonight, and the end is… nowhere in sight 😅😂