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i was also mad because i was sleepy.... i thought 6hrs would be enough but all week i've been sleeping 3-5 hours only so i guess i just reached my limit. i just woke up from an hour long nap and i feel 10 times better. btw i found a perfect alarm setup to help me wake up!

i hate waking up my brother for school! it makes me unbelievably angry because he doesn't wake up!!!! this is why i don't want kids, i have to take care of my brother basically. where the fuck is my dad? he's sleeping in his room! he doesn't even parent anymore!!!!

not to sound broke but the ads aren't even that bad. it just a few moments to reflect before a video starts, like "do i Really want to watch youtube right now?" it helps me click off... which actually , isn't good for youtube. youtube is not very smart.

my brothers started repeatedly saying the n word the second they visit the house... want to know why? because i told them i can hear yall yelling from outside (i was walking the dog and i feel embarrassed) and now they yell more and say the nword more.... this is why i don't speak up.

i recently moved to my brother's old room but i didn't properly clear it out and clean it and organize it and put my things in it until this month. i love my room but my door has a window on it. i decided to use a flag to cover it up because i don't have a curtain or curtain rod.

i don't even know RAYE, but she seems so sweet and her vocals ARE good. i also just love to see women winning in general. i'll never participate in her hate train

my favorite creator is dear modern, that one feng shui guy

finally watched the james bond tribute to see what the fuss was about and i didn’t think the singers were bad

chappell roan while i clean

so… sleepy.

just got a youtube ai ad promoting making sexual harassment material… idk if it counts as that but it was about making ai of you and your crush kissing… why is that legal and why is it allowed to be a youtube ad

speaking of sleep, zorro a puppy i am fostering kept waking me up the last 2 hours… at one point grabbed my GLASSES. i never jumped up so fast!!!

my mom has to wake up at 5am and my dad is singing very loud in their room… what is wrong with him

fuck… feel that late night emptiness and loneliness… i just want warmth and to not be alone… and watching aot to feel even worse.. fuck let me play adventure time or steven universe to feel better

made a bet… 1st one to get to 200 pounds wins $600. i’m WINNING that money!!!

well, the person that was interested in Zorro never confirmed the time today so Zorro and i have been letdown

hopefully today i get to rehome one of the puppies

i did add app blockers on my phone but i got so bored i went thru almost all my photos... i will find any reason to be on my phone. the addiction is that bad.

good morning!!!! today i turned on my app blockers so i can stop wasting my time!!!

listening to the aot soundtrack

after the handmaid's tale, i'm going to rewatch aot just to feel something ( joke. i actually feel a lot. i'm just not ready for new media idk- in that weird mood where i don't want to explore a new show. just want comfort... aot isn't comforting lmao; it's tragic... but still, it's a favorite. )