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calendarkitten.bsky.social
ED and Vent Account, DNI if not disordered 22, 03 πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ she/her CW: 130 LBS GW: 110 LBS Minors DNI #edsky #anasky #shedsky
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Friend told me I look sick :( like that my wrists are too thin and I have "semi exposed ribs" and it makes me look sickly but I'm still fat asf??? But I think I'm fat and have a giant male looking body I still need to lose like 20 pounds so idk what I'm doing anymore

I'm so lonely and fat I'm literally nothing I'm not a person

495 today. Ngl I probably should've eaten a bit more but my throat makes it kinda hurt to eat rn qwq

Overate and had like 1200 gronkories :/ I'm really sick today snd I thought maybe it would help me feel better but now I'm still sick and feel like a pig qwq

785 ohiories today :/

Called boyf and am better now :3 Ending today at 585 skibories

I've been away from him for 2 days now and suddenly everything that I've ever cared about or brought me joy means nothing to me and all I can do is sit here doing nothing but wait until I can see him again

Today's my first day back in Canada, which means I gotta lock back in. Ending today at 795 :3 I haven't done any workouts tho, I just don't have the energy 😞

I hate flying :(

Flying back to Canada on Saturday and I'm so miserable :( This next 3 months is gonna be awful I can barely function without him qwq

I deserve to bleed out

Goals

I hate having a body

My boyfriends dad mentioned how skinny I've gotten since he last saw me :3 chat is this a win

My body looks wrong

How tf did I lose 2 pounds???? I've literally been eating like a pig for over a month how haven't I gained

I'm so scared constantly. I wish I could forget stuff that happens to me so I can just move on and be normal instead of acting like a stupid scared child

My first new years in America... yippie I love my boyfriend but there's so much food always

I miss feeling dizzy and faint when I stand up

Been staying at my boyfriends place in the US for the holidays and it's so hard to restrict :( I've been here since the 19th and ik I've gained

Lookit what my bfs dad got me πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­

my therapist got fucking fired wtf

binged and purged. I wanna die.

Family took me to A&W after the concert :(

Saw family at the concert and they wouldn't shut up about how pale I am 😭 like yes I'm pale I'm anemic I know 😭

Concert day!! \^w^/

I lowkey love having busy days cuz it prevents me from eating :3

Both my mom and boyfriend both called me skinny recently, and its really throwing me off cuz I still think I look fat asf and huge... like idk wether to be happy or like confused? I'm definitely skinnier than I was 2 months ago but I'm not skinny

I'm literally just a straight up bad person lol. And it shows on my body

binged and purged for the first time since august. I'm so fucking pathetic lol I thought I was done with b/p

Visiting my mom for the first time in like 3 months, the first thing she said to me was "you're too skinny!" 😭