Profile avatar
calorielux.bsky.social
welcome to my 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 ٭ venting ٭ bulimia ٭ adhd ٭ bpd ٭ pro-recov ٭ I love weed ٭ 18+ proud misandrist ☑
249 posts 178 followers 159 following
Prolific Poster
Conversation Starter
Posts 30 Comments 17

Bf got me this bigass piplup for Christmas yall it’s huge 😭

submitted 50 days ago • 0 comments

I’ve been offline but like I lost 10 lbs thanks to my new meds :3

submitted 50 days ago • 0 comments

Okay these meds not only decrease my appetite but also make me feel like I’m on one so I’m always doing something and burning cals I’m the best ana rn

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

Today’s total 700 also Ive been playing infinity Nikki non stop for days and I’m not a tiny bit bored

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

Starting to lose more weight so I might start posting bcs :)

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

love uncanny valley spo 😍

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

submitted 67 days ago • 1 comment

+⠀ ⠀ ⠀˚⠀ ⣴⠟⠉⠉⠛⢦⡀⢀⣴⠛⠉⠈⠙⠻⣄ ⠀⠀⣼⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦ ⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿ ⠀⠀⠿⣆⠀ ⠀ -20 lbs ⣰⡆ ⠀⠀⠀⢻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠃ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⢦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡴⠛ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠶⣄⠶⠋ ⠀⠀⠀+. *

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

Maybe I shouldn’t start taking my meds because if I’m just anxious all the time I won’t eat :3

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

Always was

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

I’ve been having so much anxiety lately but low key like… it’s been helping me not eat so win I guess 😭

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

Bye😭💀

submitted 68 days ago • 0 comments

you may not count the calories but your body will #edsky

submitted 69 days ago • 6 comments

at the rate i’m going yeah this is pretty likely :•/

submitted 69 days ago • 0 comments

I get my meds today!!! I’m excited because it’s my second try, I hope it workssss…. But I’m not looking forward to the side effects and if it’s just bad on me in general well life’s gonna suck for a few

submitted 68 days ago • 0 comments

My bf and I work tg and it’s pretty cute but wym we can’t do everything together like it’s a 2 man job or have a break together? That’s some bogus 🙄

submitted 68 days ago • 0 comments

Haven’t eaten anything so far today :)

submitted 68 days ago • 0 comments

Calling all venlafaxine girlies, have y’all gained weight on this?

submitted 69 days ago • 0 comments

I have to walk to work today kms but hey at least I’m burning calories

submitted 69 days ago • 0 comments

Finally can get back on meds, I might try mood stabilizers but then what if I gain weight😔 and it’s not like I’ll be fat and happy because I have an eating disorder so I’ll be sad and fat

submitted 72 days ago • 1 comment

Aside from that… work was great! Everyone is so nice. I actually liked it, didn’t dread it

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

I cried so much when I got home because I saw my bf brothers gf hanging out w his mom. She is a the fav, they were doing a hobby they know I LIKE DOING TOO. I swear, they do this shit on purpose &I want her to die. They know I’m not in contact w my family either, that shit is diabolical

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

going to the store, anyone need anything?

submitted 74 days ago • 4 comments

First day of work guys and I’m currently on a fast rn I can eat when I get back home ^_^

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

And everytime they ask I haven’t … oopsies

submitted 75 days ago • 0 comments

Bf said a scale will just be a horrible and unhealthy relationship w me (he’s right) so I’ll just have to guess my weight😔 nah but seeing the difference physically is better because I could weigh 100lbs but do I look 100lbs? Yeah see what I mean

submitted 75 days ago • 2 comments

Me when I eat: wtf I wish I could not eat Me when I’m not eating: wtf I wish I could eat

submitted 76 days ago • 0 comments

Attempting to fast for the 294792th time. I stopped binging and purging so maybe that will help :)

submitted 75 days ago • 1 comment

I hate seeing my bfs brothers gf and his mom be close. I like his mom, she is sweet. But they literally just made plans in front of my face… like yeah I’m “new“ but I’m not going anywhere and I want to be included too… she’s clearly the favorite and it hurts because I don’t have family of my own.

submitted 75 days ago • 1 comment

Fuck it I’m back

submitted 75 days ago • 2 comments