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22 • he/they ednos • cluster b • audhd • ocd 173cm • ugw: 50kg
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weeding out normalsky with the interaction settings 💕

we had a birthday with family today and i ate way too much but ngl that cake was something else i cant even be mad about it.. the world missed out on my aunt deciding not to start a bakery

my brother was fatshaming someone in convo with my dad and my dad laughed and then went "that's not nice to say but.." no buts actually!! and you wonder why i starve myself when yall are like this

had a normal sized & pretty dense dinner and omg. after having lower than 100 cals in solids a day for a while that was the dumbest idea i couldve had i feel terrible

tried to stand up to go grab a snack and my vision blacked the hell out alright bro then not!!! damn!!

3 days in row so far below 500 cal idk how to feel about this

edsky book club when??

does anyone have a discord gc i wanna be more social

one of my friends kept offering me food today uh oh do we think she knows

250 cals today all of them liquid and i wonder why im feeling bad lmao

im so cold my fingers are blue :(

accidentally started a liquid fast and i cant say im mad about it

the weather is getting better so i can't relapse with sh 10/10 solid reasoning

went terrible :)

i got my intake talk later for therapy and i really dont wanna go :/

all i had yesterday was a single yogurt cup and now im wondering why my head hurts.. ok

half of my classmates dropped out sos

took a bite of my wrap, stared at it and asked myself "is this worth the calories?", and no. it's so bad this is a waste of money, food and cals

hospital time again oh i keep dying guys

wish i could have the amazing at math autism instead i got the social isolation chronic pain obsessive thought insatiable moral compass suicidal ideation autism

being vegetarian is kinda convenient on this trip because my friends all got meatballs & fries today and i got away with a salad

going on a 5 day trip with my friends so i dont know if i can keep restricting as much but! at least we will walk a lot

instagram keeps pushing "diet" posts on my feed but it's things we wouldn't even say on here omg..

okay 300 my friends made me eat but it's okay

today we are at 60 cals 🫡

period nooooo

two more exams to go and im considering dropping out

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the grocery store doesnt sell my favourite chocolate anymore :(

300 cals today my ed brain is happy but rationally this is going to hell isnt it

the good thing about my bpd is that im too upset to eat anything lmao

we are back in permanent headache territory ffs

fruit & chocolate bowl omad today :)

back at dorm time to lower my intake bless

accidentally bought the normal yoghurt instead of the 0% fat ones because the store takes off the outer packaging and the cups dont have any info on them.. and now im a bit sad ngl :/

headaches being a symptom of literally anything under the sun should be illegal. did i stare too much at my laptop or am i dehydrated? slept too little or bad air quality? getting a cold or anemic again? who knows!!!

i thought fasting at home would go awful but im kinda getting away with it lmao

i mightve gained back what i finally lost ffs