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My professor basically dared us (assigned us) to practice digital minimalism (okay since Iā€™m here yā€™all gotta sort my thoughts out with meā€¦ sheā€™s a wellness teacher but when I found out she wasnā€™t my old wellness teacher I just didnā€™t careā€¦ but she keeps incorporating wellness into this class that

Idk if the rise of conservatism just coincidentally coincides with women, esp black women, but all women embracing their sexuality more. Everyone should just be comfortable however they want to be.

The call for community isnā€™t too friendly to neurodivergent people. Iā€™ve always tried to connect to the best of my abilities but ppl canā€™t connect with me or understand me. This could change at any time ofc but most ppl are still too ableist to be around comfortably or something idk.

That could be, but my first thought seeing this is who told Emma she was an asshole? she probably wasnā€™t an asshole. Ofc I know nothing but I just rarely see assholes really admit theyā€™re the problemšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­

Ngl Iā€™m not ready but I wasnā€™t ready to be born either but I still came early. I wasnā€™t ready for my last hardship or the one before that or the next one. So fuck it. But it is hard.

A parent that canā€™t ask for help, a parent that can only ask for help, and a daughter who feels guilty or disappointed when she forces herself to ask for help, but needs help more than she thinks. šŸ˜­ canā€™t be as independent as parent 1 but not so needy like parent 2, Or needy at all cause parent 2.

Even though I love my bed, my blankets, my pillows, and my bearsā€¦ whatever bed Iā€™m sharing with my boyfriend is still the best. But specifically those hotel room beds with all that softness and spaciness. Thatā€™s my happy place- on something cloud-like in his arms.

I wrote in my obituary assignment that Iā€™m dying 20 years from now but I shouldā€™ve said 46 instead of 43y/o. Anyways Iā€™m already very tired of living but itā€™s too early. Twice as long as 23, idk if Iā€™ll have the motivation to do twice as long as after having seen 43 years.

Me getting through this semester is just accepting that Iā€™m suicidal and im not gonna make that decision so i just have to keep going. Doesnā€™t make me feel better or anything itā€™s just šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø

When Kendrick said ā€œturn his TV offā€ he was talking about Drake today watching the half time showšŸ˜­

Watching this video abt going no contact I think I need a video abt ppl who want to go no contact but still depend on their parents cause most times Iā€™m just feeling like Iā€™ll never be happy and this was supposed to be my happiest time. Like as soon as Iā€™m independent I gtg.

I know my parents just think they so nice cause they donā€™t curse me out and beat my assšŸ˜­ like if thatā€™s the case Iā€™m an angel and you should have no complaints at all. How abt everybody just be realistic abt how they are instead? I am almost an angel, not perfect tho but compared to who? honestly?

And its interesting how ppl always wanna talk about what scientifically proven until about human needs, human emotions, hormones, stress, health, etc nobody cares abt that science and only white male neurotypical science too.

I don't understand why women don't complain more because do you know how PSYCHOTIC it feels to know for a FACT than you wont feel good one week but you still have to debate and decide to do shit as if youā€™ll feel perfectly fine. Like I know class falls on the worst says of my period and

I canā€™t do much about whatā€™s going on except get angry, but constant anger isnā€™t healthy, but i have to be angry about it because itā€™s pure evil, but being constantly angry is unhealthy, but everything theyā€™re doing deserves my anger,

Literally went to sleep to stop crying just to wake up and see an email from another professor that just made me start crying again as soon as I woke up. Once again itā€™s just the first week I will not miss college. Literally knew it was too good to be true

Idk how but I actually wanna cry now over this little bitty assignment that means like nothing cause Iā€™m already so tired of dealing with systems like I just wanna move off the planet and be left alone stop expecting things from me.

Then I hate class expectations. I donā€™t expect anything from my professors if they canā€™t come Its whatever, theyā€™re not gonna change anything abt anything esp not for me, I get whatever I get each time sošŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø then me I signed up to school soā€¦ā€¦

So itā€™s not like I looked at every book on the list but you mean to tell me that all the already banned books have been turned into movies? So itā€™s likeā€¦ y are we wasting time and resources on banning stuff that people have already read and will adapt and carry on?