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Haunted by the dormant darkness within, a dreadful abyss whispering terror into the depths of his soul.
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What if I kill myself on my birthday.

submitted 252 days ago • 0 comments

What if I won’t ever get to move on from you? It’s been 10 months, but there are times that I still cry for our little forever that we never had, that we almost had. I still have those nightmares, they haunt me, making me believe we could go back to when everything was right, when we were happy.

submitted 253 days ago • 0 comments

Jam segini baru pulang dari lembur.

submitted 253 days ago • 1 comment

Waking up to the sound of pouring rain is one of the best feelings ever, but then you remember that you have to work.

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A week before my birthday, supposed to be a happy time, but I’m sinking into another bout of sadness. The timing couldn’t be worse. It just reminds me of all the things I lack in life. The older I get, the more my birthday brings me down.

submitted 254 days ago • 0 comments

Kebiasaan banget kalau lagi sedih, pasti deactivate semua akun Twitter.

submitted 254 days ago • 1 comment

Happy Eid-ul-Adha Mubarak to everyone around the world. May Allah accept our prayers, supplications, and sacrifices. May this occasion bring peace, happiness and love as never before. I beg forgiveness from everyone who has been harmed by me, whether intentionally or mistakenly.

submitted 255 days ago • 0 comments

Not wanting to be awake because overthinking makes me anxious, but not wanting to be asleep because bad dreams are the worst feeling in the world.

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He loved Ian from the moment he saw him, even before he realized it. 19 years—19 whole years—TJ gave everything to Ian, and it all started with a single eye contact. If they don’t end up together, what’s it all been for?

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Seharian ngerjain kerjaan dan baru sekarang bisa nyentuh kasur. Kerjaannya belum selesai, tapi udah gak sanggup buat ngelanjutin lagi.

submitted 255 days ago • 2 comments

I can’t even explain how I feel anymore. My thoughts are so tangled and chaotic in my head that they’ve become strangers to me.

submitted 255 days ago • 1 comment

I know I’m not a good person. I feel like garbage most days; but, I’m still human, and humans feel pain. I can’t escape the guilt, no matter how hard I try. All I want is to make things right, but sometimes I wonder if I even deserve forgiveness.

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