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Sharing my life/creations. Artist Nonbinary Woman Neurodivergent (ADHD,G/T,BPD) Antiracist Abolitionist Demi/Omnisexual Non-monogamous Relationship Anarchist Kitten/Little/Switch No one is free until everyone is free.🇵🇸
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I'm so tired of having to explain what happens in my brain when I'm left on read. The way it consumes my life because I can't stop ruminating. Or the way I wonder if they're ever going to respond at all.

One of the hardest parts of Quiet BPD is having to tell people what's going on in my head. No one knows when I'm upset otherwise.

I just keep thinking about how Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder is such a better name. Maybe other people would actually understand more.

I have no issue being under the asexual umbrella as a demisexual but I really don't identify with it as someone who is hypersexual.😅

Let me just keep bringing up sexual stuff and then get upset that we aren't talking about other things.

I hate how much easier it is to be alone than to deal with attachment wounds being triggered.

When you're ready to leave for work but the delivery is late so you have to just sit there. And you can't just do something else for the next 2 hours because you're already in work mode.😑

I hate having attachment trauma and having to hold myself back to make sure the other person is reciprocating.

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I was trying to get the marks from my picking to be the least noticeable. But then I saw this and I said fuck it. Skin picking disorder sucks and is common in those of us with ADHD.

Starfish aren’t sexy, starfish aren’t sexy Starfish:

My elbow has a sad sac.😔

I'm not bringing up sex to get your attention.

I miss you and I wish I could tell you that...×2

Please stay out of my dreams. It's already hard enough.

therapyinanutshell.com/dorsal-vagal....

We need to make this a thing! ❤️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

The ADHD frustration of constantly misplacing things. Maybe we're all just magicians.

So my insurance fully covers getting my tubes tied but if I was getting a vasectomy they'd only cover 80%. 🤔

At least I'm not alone in my dreams.

Miss you. You're gone and I just don't understand...

I'm tired of giving myself pep talks. I'm tired of reminding myself to be patient and that everything will work out. I'm just tired.

A penguin jumped on a boat to escape a Seal… so they took him to the iceberg where his friends were waiting..🐧

That feeling when you wish you could just message someone or share a link like you used to.

Shoutout to the other non-monogamous people who aren't yet ready to actually be in a non-monogamous relationship.

Complex PTSD resources can be helpful for pretty much anyone with a history of complex trauma. I definitely found them helpful for my BPD and understanding complex trauma.

If I get sterilized does that mean I won't be able to be dirty anymore? 🙃

I'll stop thinking about you eventually.

I think of this scene all the time in regards to white supremacy/imperialism etc.

Now that we have proof that the fascist interfered with the 2020 elections, will you Dems and libs stop the infighting about who you voted for? It's highly likely he didn't even win in the first place, so just stop.

By the roots.

Sick of my social life having a revolving door.

The Roman salute never existed, fyi.

We're all creating blood all the time, so if you can, you should donate!🩸